A Question of Expansion

[mylittlebox.livejournal.com]

Hey, gang(s).

There's been all sorts of trouble with Auroch and I here lately, and for that I once again do apologize. But I think I may be making some sort of progress. We've spent the last few days in each other's company almost exclusively, and I've been talking with him at length. It's come down to this:

Begrudgingly, he said he would consider actually speaking like a civil human being about his experiences and thoughts (not "feelings" -- he really didn't like that word), but admitted to being wary of what others thought of him and how they would respond. It's not normal insecurity for him -- he just has no desire to reveal information about himself if he's to be replied to in a way that would belittle him.

His past, his life, especially before this body, is very important to him. And since I think it would benefit his attitude to interact sociall with other beings, he's agreed. That, and I have agreed that if he does this, I owe him something he's been aching for: more control, more freedom, and more fronting.

Anyone think this is a good idea?

question brought on by the recent discussions

[drakul-apollyon.livejournal.com]

I've noticed a few people (my self among them) Saying that they could "relate to Auroch" be it a little, a bit, or a lot. I've also noticed others saying that they have had experiences similar were they had to have someone in their system learn to, shall we say, behave them self's. And other things such as. I was wondering if any one would be interested in a Community made for stuff like that. For people along the lines of Auroch in one way or another discussing things they did in past life's, continued Lusts here and there, or what ever else. Just, basically discussion about things done in past life's, which you need to work out in this life. Or if not work out, get out of your head so you don't indulge in things that would get the Body in trouble.

Drakul and Co.

P.S If there's all ready a community for this, my apologizes, I didn't know about it.

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I started the community, all it has right now is one icon. Doesn't even have any info. Would do more with it, but I am about to go to sleep seeing as I have to wake up around 0520 tmrw, either way here's the link for those that expressed a interest. http://community.livejournal.com/annwn13/

Part One

[mylittlebox.livejournal.com]

Apparently, if I behave myself the way she likes, I get quite a lot of pampering and attention. It's been some time since anyone has baked me brownies and took a hot shower just so they could wash me. In fact, that's never really happened. This must be important to her.

I was born, as I'm sure is well-known by now, in Assyria during what is now known as the Neo-Assyrian Empire. It is called our most powerful age, where we were at our best in all aspects. But what made us Assyrian, what made us happy, was war. I was bred and born specifically to be a soldier. I did not know my parents, and while that might have mattered to me at some point, it barely registered by the time I was a teenager. I was sent to the barracks early on, and was trained heavily each day in the methods of killing and overtaking. We were conquerers, and I was one of the most ruthless, by far.

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That's part of my story.