age and individuality

[tessagratton.livejournal.com]

I have two headmates, Devyn and Wind, who age-fluctuate. Constantly. Sometimes we have Wind the boy, the teen, or the man, and Devyn is the same. They're brothers.

I know others in this community themselves shift age, or have headmates that do... but do any of you have sometimes the same headmate at two different ages? Like, I can talk with 10 year old Wind and adult Wind simultaneously sometimes - of I can hear their reactions simultaneously. I don't feel as though there actually ARE more than one of either of them - but it feels like that...

Does anyone here have any experience with similar phenomina?

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[ash1977law.livejournal.com]

Input please…

 

Ok, a bit of a reintroduction. I’m Ash. I’m the original owner of this body, or at least the one who’s up the most (fronting as it’s known here). Also there is Annabelle.

 

Annabelle is female, and very insecure about her gender identity (I think that’s the right way to put it). As the body is male she tries to over-compensate in every way. She’s rather giggle than laugh, if given a choice of cars she’d say “oh, the pink one” without considering the car itself… that sort of thing. Her body image (which occasionally leaks through and makes me have to look down & go “huh – no I am wearing trousers & no I don’t have breasts”) is strongly female. We’ve had our issues in the past (she wants to go on female hormones & stuff for example).

 

Anyway… erm… we are (were) both dating a very wonderful person. In fact we are engaged to be married very soon, beginning of December. The only problem is that my fiancé (who is happy to be marrying me) has just broke up with Annabelle.

 

Annabelle runs away from her problems by going inside (her theory is that SHE is the original occupant of this body and in our late childhood/early teens I was created as a front or mask personality for her to wear to deal with awkward situations and that I slowly became ‘alive’ as she faded into the background). When she heard the news she decided that she wanted to Go Away, to somehow cease to exist.

( Not a lot of text but just enough to warrent a cut )

I really want my marriage to be great, but really want advice so I don’t end up doing anything bone-headed.

 

Help please?

Re: Mental Healthcare

[matrexsvigil.livejournal.com]

Just wanted to let people know that with the help of a friend's wife (who is a physical therapist and friends with a lot of health care professionals) I found several places that offer free or sliding scale payment health care. Thanks to all those that offered their Googlefu. =)

Hmm. Wish I had more to say to this community. Shy, I guess. -wanders away.-

-P.C.

--"Off the Pink."--