Once apon a time

[hairymonster.livejournal.com]

I fell in love with two wonderful women, then they fell in love with each other and I lost them both totally from my life along with one of Us. Now it has happened again. Two people I love so much it hurts have fallen for each other. And much as I know its so so totally different from before, the old fears and wounds have surfaced again. With avengence.

I am so utterly happy for them both. That they have found each other makes my heart sing. But now I fear, fear that yet again my heart and very soul will be ripped apart. Bugger, why can't I just be happy for them?

* * "Andrew" - Broken * *
* * "Elizabeth" - You'd never notice * *

Cross posted from Our journal

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[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

Tiea was having this finally awesome long talk with her 24 year old bio daughter. Daughter tends to call her Mom and act like all is perfectly fine with talking to us only problem is she calls on the weekend when her husband is working so tonight she comes out and says shes been reserching MPD on the Internet and has some questions but she wants only to talk to her real Mother so Tiea is like "ok" and poof gets nervous about the questions and leaves TOTALLY GONE JUST LIKE THAT. more ( Read more... )