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Hi Everyone.

My name is Ophelia. i am a multiple, although i am unsure as to exactly how many there are or all of there names. i know i switch and different people come out. sometimes i am aware of this (like being in the passenger's seat) and sometimes i am unaware until someone else tells me. i basically have a situation that happened and i am really unsure how to deal with it. i thought maybe you could be of help. i was recently having an intimate experiece with my boyfriend when i freaked out and switched. i did not really remember what happened, but the next morning i woke up and everyone was in shambles. from what i gather, my boyfriend who stopped having sex with me when i flipped out, was complaining to autopilot (who he knew was out) that he was horny. autopilot said that they would get a girl for him that didn't care about being fucked because everythign bad happened to her anyway. well, i think AP got this girl out and he had sex with her. now, i don't know the age of this girl. maybe AP and this girl were testing him to see if he could be trusted... at any rate, should i ask the boyfriend about this? i am not even entirely sure if this is how it happened. should i be mad at him if this is how it happened? The whole thing is just kinda crazy and makes me wonder what we were doing....sorry if i sound crazy. please don't call me nuts!!!

Ophelia

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[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

:) thanks!