I guess its called an intro.

[makil-s.livejournal.com]

Hi. I'm not quite sure how to introduce myself.

My name's Makil. I know about this community from a couple of the others I share my body with. I generally avoided the internet until recently, except for information gathering purposes. Now I've got my own Livejournal account and I'm working at an internet cafe(although another does most of the work).

Anyway, I was gone, non-existant, and integrated with two or three of the others voluntarily for almost a year. Then suddenly, about three or four weeks ago, here I was again. I'm not sure what to make of it. I went away to make the system more stable and because, frankly, I didn't want to have to deal with any of the bullshit that was our life anymore. Anyway, its not like I killed myself and there was good reason but now I don't know at all why I'm back out.

On top of that things have changed drastically. We're apparently getting married in 11 days. Something of a shocker that. Then two of the others (who are out the most) had two nervous breakdowns together related to stress over our college and our relationship and a new job and, and, and, yada yada yada, you get the point. La-dee-da. So I manage to keep myself from falling into the emotional pit they managed to dig and got to deal with their fiance. Met her alter named Raven. Sorta had some chemistry with her. Quite a bit in fact.

I'm not really sure what I think of all of it. I'm not a very emotional person thankfully or I'd guess I'd be having overloads and breakdowns too. I tend to be pretty laid back. I am somewhat surprised about the feelings I've had toward Raven but those are definitely the pleasant kind so that's cool.

Anyway, I've sorta gone and run out of things to say.
In case any of you want to know who I have to hang out with all day here's the list:
morgil_lomion myorp _flute_. There's about ten others but they don't use the net.

So I guess that's that.

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[whispersong.livejournal.com]

After a voluntary merging 6 years ago, we've had two of the original 300+ return after merging down to 1 person for the last number of years. We have since discovered some who were missed in that time of mergings, and now we number 8 total.

It started out as three (the original two strongest people returned or resplit i suppose) then they found me while looking to see if anyone *had not* merged in 1998 and again this past two months i found out my chyldren are alive & well if traumatized due to some horrific abuse in-system they suffered during my absence from their lives. The abusers are deceased now, thankfully (though i hated having to kill them as one was my Ex-Mate & the other one of my 4 chyldren all grown up *sighs*).

Anyway, yes its possible. We are proof of this possiblity.

{J}tatiana