hello, it's me

[mrshannibal.livejournal.com]

hi, me again

i just wanted to thank folks here for all of their positive input in how i've been feeling about this whole thing...really, i have nowhere to go...i do talk to my one person IRL, and sometimes my daughter - who told me
"this explains a lot of your behaviour"

ok...

saw a movie that surprized me about it being a trigger...i won't go into detail about the film, only that's pan's labyrinth and much of it did not sit well w/me...
or "anyone" else, for that matter...

i have learned that one of the "males" is a 16 yr. angry boy named "julian"...
he drives fsst, but doesn't have a license yet...i say "angry", but i think that's more of a "show"...

this is still so confusing and i have no idea what goes on when i get into what i call a "funk"...it's like i'm in the back seat of a car, and someone else is driving and i'm looking thru the windshield...well, i have some idea, but still unsure...i know the "girls" like the music in the car...

i'm learning a few things here and there, but then i want to wake up and this not be here...

so, thanks for listening...

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[gryphons.livejournal.com]

*nods* yeah.. a lot of our friends who are single souled.. understand a lot more than we could ever expect. .. sometimes they also provide different perspectives. that we can't see.. or skip over cause we're so caught up in things. . and sometimes just help in grounding ourselves here and now.. ..

it was really creepy at first.. heck sometimes it still is.. specially when we're freaking out about something that came up .. or a drawing people did and they basically help us through it.. and help piece things together.. (sorry don't know if any of this makes sense right now.. it's late and we're wiped.. *)

[mrshannibal.livejournal.com]

i would like to show you a painting...it's called "guardian of the secrets" by jackson pollack...
are you familiar w/his work?

[gryphons.livejournal.com]

heard of it.. haven't seen much since TAG art class in high school

[mrshannibal.livejournal.com]

well, i just didn't want to post it and have it bother anyone...so i thought to ask first cuz one can't be too careful...

[gryphons.livejournal.com]

doubt it would bother anyone to post a link to a picture... think we found it.. http://www.kaliweb.com/jacksonpollock/images/art/guardiansofthesecret.jpg

that one? it's interesting.. not our preferred style of art.. but intense

[mrshannibal.livejournal.com]

intense is right - it's brought tears to my eyes...

[gryphons.livejournal.com]

this http://www.artoffaery.com/oeprints.html
or http://www.strangeling.com/home.html
or http://www.mykajelina.com/

are usually more our style.. oh and Sandra San Tara.. we love her artwork..

[mrshannibal.livejournal.com]

this is so cool...

thanks for the links...

[tej-agni.livejournal.com]

I saved these links. :) Thank you.

-Butterfly

[tej-agni.livejournal.com]

It looks lots of scribbles. ?

-Butterfly

[gryphons.livejournal.com]

yeah.. most of pollacks work does that..
and you're welcome for the links to the other sites
www.windwolf.com is sandra san tara's site..

[tej-agni.livejournal.com]

Thank you for the link. :)

I'm sorry for the typo. I forgot the word 'like'. I've been noticing I do lots of typos. :(

-Butterfly

[gryphons.livejournal.com]

don't worry about typos.. we can usually interpret most of them..