hello, it's me

[mrshannibal.livejournal.com]

hi, me again

i just wanted to thank folks here for all of their positive input in how i've been feeling about this whole thing...really, i have nowhere to go...i do talk to my one person IRL, and sometimes my daughter - who told me
"this explains a lot of your behaviour"

ok...

saw a movie that surprized me about it being a trigger...i won't go into detail about the film, only that's pan's labyrinth and much of it did not sit well w/me...
or "anyone" else, for that matter...

i have learned that one of the "males" is a 16 yr. angry boy named "julian"...
he drives fsst, but doesn't have a license yet...i say "angry", but i think that's more of a "show"...

this is still so confusing and i have no idea what goes on when i get into what i call a "funk"...it's like i'm in the back seat of a car, and someone else is driving and i'm looking thru the windshield...well, i have some idea, but still unsure...i know the "girls" like the music in the car...

i'm learning a few things here and there, but then i want to wake up and this not be here...

so, thanks for listening...

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[gryphons.livejournal.com]

don't worry about typos.. we can usually interpret most of them..