hey ^_^;

[ex-mushroom784.livejournal.com]

i just joined... maybe... 20 minutes ago? :/

i'm glad i found this (by odd coinsidence, too) community today... i need some major help...

my... others, like my boyfriend was saying today, tend to go dormant unless i'm in trouble, then they speak up, a lot.

anyway... today the boyfriend was yelling at me, telling me he doesn't trust me. then he turned around, and said he just doesn't trust the 'others inside of me'... :/

i told him they've left him alone for the past month or so, and why is he freaking out now... so i don't know what to do...

this isn't something i want to lose... he and i were looking to marriage (even though he's had sex with one of the others ~_~;) in the not-to-distant-future...

he accepts they exist, but i guess he's scared they're going to do something against him. we know all his passwords for everything, which he's taken to changing... he has cheated on me before, so i'm worried about THAT too.

guh, it's just one big mess. as if i needed more things to deal with :/

there's not a lot of us. only 3 that ever really talk to him. so it's not like he's up against some big army or anything either. though one is scary enough that she even scares me (call her a she, but she doesn't really have any gender...)

any advice would be nice..

Comments

[withfangs.livejournal.com]

Agreed. This guy doesn't sound like he respects you very much. Which, might make it okay for you to lose him.

[westly.livejournal.com]

Compleately with the two of you...

[ex-mushroom784.livejournal.com]

he does. did. certain things go wrong, but that happens no matter what. no matter who. as for it being ok to lose him... it's a scary thought. i'm not all... normal. heh, uh, probably not the best place to say that... x_x;

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

Do you mean to say that you think you couldn't do better than this man simply because you're plural?

[ex-mushroom784.livejournal.com]

oh, no, that's not it. i've never had self-esteem or anything. if anything, i started to get 'better' when i did find my other selves waking up... but at the moment, i'm stuck in a limbo with him as my only real anchor. the one out there. if that makes any sense?

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

You may find that your best anchors are each other, if our experience and those of lots of our correspondents and people on this community are any example.

[ex-mushroom784.livejournal.com]

now if i was able to find them, i might have a better shot at that. :/ like kids and hide-and-go-seek, sometimes. gah.