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[linnai.livejournal.com]

Do you ever notice it's really hard to relate to people, face to face, and a hell of a lot easier to be open and talk about yourself online?

This may be just me. The body's girlfriend knows about Us. And she really tries hard. So do our roommates (friends we really trust). And we really find it hard to identify ourselves or just... BE ourselves around them. We sort of all mash into this certain set of rules when we're physically around people.

Where, at the same time, we talk to them all really freely online, them knowing who exactly they're talking to and we all have really different relationships with them...

Seems like only a couple of us are really comfortable being ourselves around people. And them's the ones that have really influenced life in a very overly noticed way (like the way they dress for example).

I'm told there's a really good reason for this :) Just wondering about how other people felt.

YAY

[eridanusus.livejournal.com]

My website is back up after lengthy server updates. Woot. It also now has a site/web search. And, *cough*, google ads. I'm selling out. :P I'm currently collecting photos of us in the body and when I have more I'll add them to the site as well.

x=posted to my own journal, and a bunch of SI comms.

[ricktboy.livejournal.com]

before I begin, let me just say, feel free to get rid of this if you like, but please read it first, i apologize in advance for your flist being flooded.


I live in one body with many other people. Yes, I'm one of those. I am a multiple, and one of the others in this body is an SI'er. There are probably more, but this one chooses to be open about her SI, and so I will only speak about her, and myself. Faith cuts for lots of reasons, coping, asthetics, as a form of body modification, scarification, pain(as in the BDSM kind), what-have-you. As a person afraid of blades, I do not cut myself, but she does. However, I am still proud of the scars she leaves, I choose to not be ashamed of it, and instead hope that others who SI will see and take some comfort in knowing they don't have to be ashamed. Yes, people don't understand, and yes, if you're not careful, it could hurt you permanantly. But if this is your chosen method, then don't be ashamed. Be yourself, and be proud of the fact that at least you have a coping method, I know people who don't...they bottle it up, and it kills them. Literally. I had a good friend of mine hang himself because he didn't know how to cope with his life. My father had a heart attack because he's NEVER known how. So, yeah, you've got some scars, but don't be ashamed of them, be proud of the fact that they're there, because you took the initiative to try and cope with things in your life.

It's harder to do than people think, and while you may think you want to die, you haven't tried yet, for whatever reasons, but most of all, because you can and do cope.

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[grey-reverie.livejournal.com]

heres the scenario...

three multiples + one elf living in the elf's apartment. the elf's name is chris, as is the name of the guy one of the multiples are dating. the other two multiples have main fronts named lucas, and both are into the color grey XD

does this not sound like the plot for an awful sitcom, or what? >XD

every time someone says luc, both of us turn ^^;

its awesome here, everything is so interesting, i love it :3

-lukies