Hola

[changelyng14.livejournal.com]

My apologies for asking about a charged and likely tired subject, but there's something I need to know.
This isn't really something we are considering but it's about integration.

I've heard huge amounts of information about it, but the one and only question I care about gets me evasive fantastic-sounding answers that have little to do with, in my mind, the question.

If my system hired some quack to 'integrate' us, and he was successful. What EXACTLY will happen?
will I exist? Will my mates exist? will we really be this exciting 'blend' of all of us? or is that just what quacks tell splits to make splits like the idea?
I 'mix' with my mates quite alot, and the 'whatever' that we become is no more them then me. Is that what integration does?
Is it normal for a split to fear death in face of integration in the same way its 'normal' for a singlet to fear death when their head is on a chopping block?
Is a 'being' post-integrated a reliable source to explain what happened to them? Are there any post-integrates willing to explain what they've figured out about it in the sort of language I've gotten used to?

I'm very ignorant of this topic, I rarely find anything on the subject but things written to a singlet audience.

Thanks

Synch of Changelyng

Comments

[kangetsuhime.livejournal.com]

Of course it's normal to fear death. It's kind of odd not to.

I have approx 0 experience with splits and integration. What happens is anybody's guess. It might be different for every system.

The idea of integration is that a person will be as they were before they split. This is of course, only an idea, and only one that could apply to people who are splits in the first place.