spontaneous integration....why?

[onegayfish.livejournal.com]

I was wondering if anyone has any theorys on why spontaneous integrations happen. We have had several large ones happen in our system in the last few days and our core is pretty much devastated. She never asked for integration and didnt really want it. At one time she had 1300 of us living here but more recently there was about 124 of us. In the last few days it went from 124 to 53 and just yesterday morning to 45 and last night to 25. She tried asking why but it was just happening so fast and no one seemed to know or have the answers as to why they were leaving or merging. sighs, i want to help her being that i am the oldest one left now but i dont know how to help her. Woke up this morning with the 25 of us still here so thats good but now what? We are all feeling somewhat lost and dont know what to do now.

Are spontaneous integrations common? And if anyone has been through this how did you get thru it emotionally? Thanks for any help.
~fish of sweetssytem(&poohcrew)

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[iamshadow.livejournal.com]

http://www.madstop.org/magdalen/index.html

http://www.tesserae.org/tess/newest.html

Both these sites are by systems who reported spontaneous integration. One of them (i forget which) even reported that later on, a completely new crew turned up which were in no way the same as the first system they'd had, who it seems remained integrated.

I don't know what state they're in (the systems, or the websites) because it's been a long while since i bookmarked them.