spontaneous integration....why?

[onegayfish.livejournal.com]

I was wondering if anyone has any theorys on why spontaneous integrations happen. We have had several large ones happen in our system in the last few days and our core is pretty much devastated. She never asked for integration and didnt really want it. At one time she had 1300 of us living here but more recently there was about 124 of us. In the last few days it went from 124 to 53 and just yesterday morning to 45 and last night to 25. She tried asking why but it was just happening so fast and no one seemed to know or have the answers as to why they were leaving or merging. sighs, i want to help her being that i am the oldest one left now but i dont know how to help her. Woke up this morning with the 25 of us still here so thats good but now what? We are all feeling somewhat lost and dont know what to do now.

Are spontaneous integrations common? And if anyone has been through this how did you get thru it emotionally? Thanks for any help.
~fish of sweetssytem(&poohcrew)

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[dividedminds.livejournal.com]

we've had a very slight few of these happen. certain inside people who were themselves 'split' into other people merged back into what would be considered their own core 1 person. Or like in the case of the Annes, the trauma that made them split physically was worked with and healed quite a lot and then all the sudden the Annes disappeared physically/visually inside; but there was still the main Anne - but now the others were back inside her head. (yes, a multiple within a multiple), where they felt they belonged, and they're much happier being back to where they consider it is they belong.

For us it's always happened during or after healing has happened or certain issues were dealt with.

Fortunately for us it hasn't been very emotional. the only one that was sorta sad was when two of the kids merged spontaneously into one (they held "dark"/"light" memories of the same type of instances; nightmares) and they helped each other out (this is a really long story I'm not getting into here heh) and then they were 1 ("again" as they now put it. I guess meaning again that they started out as one little girl and then were 2 and now are 1 again). It was hard at first it felt like losing two very special little ones... but everyone seemed to adjust pretty well.


hope you are all doing well with this...

[iamshadow.livejournal.com]

http://www.madstop.org/magdalen/index.html

http://www.tesserae.org/tess/newest.html

Both these sites are by systems who reported spontaneous integration. One of them (i forget which) even reported that later on, a completely new crew turned up which were in no way the same as the first system they'd had, who it seems remained integrated.

I don't know what state they're in (the systems, or the websites) because it's been a long while since i bookmarked them.

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

Are you sure these are integrations and not merely people leaving or dropping out of contact, as happened to House of the Moon?

[manymults.livejournal.com]

The message board We go to, they said that Insider People deside to Inta. And that some inthe Aydstem just don't know about it so it appears spontaneous to them.

Just a thought.

ManyMults System