Multiplicity

I have a request: is there anyone here who would be willing to sit down on an IM client of some description and mentor me? I have to conclude that I'm not coping with this, and the people I have traditionally relied on to help me deal with shit are now part of the problem. I have been pretty intensely distressed, read back through the memories (which has helped a bit), but I really need to sit down and talk to someone or a whole group in real time to get advice. Between external and internal pressure, I feel like I'm going to explode.