Coming out

[plaidwater.livejournal.com]

Hi, I'm Angie. Fourteen, living in a fourteen year old's body with three other girls (Anna, 6-8; Ellen, also fourteen; and Venka, sixteen) a male of unknown age and another being of unknown gender. (That I know of)

I was journalling in P.E. and a friend asked what the picture I was drawing was of, was it me and whatnot and I said 'No, it's Ellen.'

So, of course, he asks who Ellen is.

I avoid his questions (verbal dodgeball, Tom (my counselor) calls it) and he eventually is rotated back in for the rest of the period so I don't have to deal with it.

I'm not really sure when it happened, but I had again sat out of P.E. and was again journalling. This time ... I was with Anna. When I started thinking about what to say, Anna took control and started spilling to him about multiplicity.

He didn't give me much of a reaction, so I figured 'whatever, he's thinking about it, maybe he's forgotten'

So, today, we're talking in P.E. again and I mention Ellen.

He ended up ranting about how I was insane and I finally just screamed at him 'If you'd been through what I've been through, you would have ended up the same way.' and the conversation, or lack therof, ended there.

I just needed to rant and cry at people who would understand ...

*sighs*

Comments

[shadowechoes.livejournal.com]

i don't know what to say except i'm sorry that happened :< people can be really mean and i don't blame you for acting the way you did - i prolly would've done the same thing. i think some other people here gave some really good advice like about talking with Anna about when its not ok to talk about some stuff - i had to learn that too. *hugs and good luck*

~Feral