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[chinrest.livejournal.com]

Appologies for my previous post. I'm just sick of shit.

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[xerne.livejournal.com]

Hey, sometimes you just have to say something. Hopefully next time you'll find a more receptive audience.

[gia1977.livejournal.com]

It's alright! Sometimes you just gotta vent. It's normal to get fed up with crap. I do it all the time! Holiday's are hard for a lot of people. I'm just glad to see you're still around. You sound very intelligent and extremely witty. Take care!

[cheshire-house.livejournal.com]

glad to see you're still around.

[chinrest.livejournal.com]

Thanx everyone :)

[cirape.livejournal.com]

Yuh, me too. I dun know you at all and barely follow this community, but I'm glad you're still living and stuff ^^
Death can be an even worse bitch than life, apparently
=Hn=

[chinrest.livejournal.com]

thanx , we are too :)

Okay

[spookshow-girl.livejournal.com]

I can understand how you feel. You're obviously having a rough time of something. I admittedly walked into the middle of it, so I could be wrong, but you seemed to be taking it out on a lot of people, including yourself, which it may not have been warranted to. That, I am not judging you for, but it will make uncomfortable circumstances like this more prevalent if one's not careful. So, if for nothing other than self-interest, you might want to learn to control that.

Do you have offline methods of safely expressing undirected rage? Those can be a literal life-saver.

Half-life 2 is coming out on March 1, 2004, but there's always the original. *grins*

--Me

Re: Okay

[chinrest.livejournal.com]

I have multiple personalities. Thjat post was written by Jack(an angry teen male)
Lately he had encouraged the littles to kill us because of life being such an awful place to be. I have since done work wioth the littles and they're starting to understand that circumstances will get better.

Re: Okay

[iamshadow.livejournal.com]

I think you need to work with Jack, and get him doing something to burn some of that aggression and rage. Being a teenager does suck, and when things are hard, it's very difficult not to self-destruct.

Perhaps something like some form of martial arts, yoga or even a computer game is the go. When the screamer gets close to the surface in our system, we spend lots of time playing things like diablo 2 on the pc or primal or jak 2 on our ps2 to release the aggression, and use meditation and yoga to calm ourselves.

Physical activity helps produce more seratonin and noradrenaline in the brain, which are positive mood chemicals. Martial arts, running or cycling might be options that appeal. When our body was in its mid teens, cycling and rollerskating helped to keep us from too much self-destruction.

See if you can sense between you when a crisis point is coming on, and try to expend the energies elsewhere. I know it's not always possible.

Oh, and never underestimate the power of angsty music, wearing black, sassing teachers and writing dark, broody, violent poems/songs/stories. We'd still be doing it, but we graduated. *g*

Ruth & others, at the age of 22 not so far away from the hell of teens and living at home. *shudder*