Integration?

[caitlin.livejournal.com]

No way. No how.

Well, not unless it just 'happened' and things were okay.

I wonder sometimes, though, if perhaps we ARE a singletype or something and all this is just a figment of my imagination. I have an overly active one, so that wouldn't be too far fetched.

But, as it is, I don't remember much of anything before 1994. So maybe that was just the way things went.

I don't know.

I just know that if I really am *WE*, I don't want to be mushed into one person.

C.

Comments

[asrai-d.livejournal.com]

exacaticly. :)

i tend to ask whatever SO i have in my life, if they could have me as one person or as i am now. but i don't recall what their answers were. *shrugs*

i'm me and if that means We. Well that's the way i'll stay.

[jrasku.livejournal.com]

Wow, I just dealt with some of this. That is, dealt with some one saying something about ``integration''. And I was like ``hey like no, I don't want that. Well, maybe, but I will not seek it, if it happens it does, but I won't seek it''. Good to hear I'm not alone in not wanting to integrate.

To me integration really means, not being able to tell what is being triggered, also not accepting myself as I am as ``ok''. And the more I think about it, the more I realise that I'm ok. Thanks, love it...