i guess i just wanted to talk to some people who would treat it seriously.
you're probably right. what i did wasn't really defending myself because when he was free he was too strong for me to fight. i just couldn't deal with his existance anymore and the others had been meeting for a day and a half and were begining to think that they knew no way of getting rid of him.
its very possible that i was the only one who actually /could/ get rid of him.. and while i know that doesn't justify what i've done i think its probably still a good thing.
i'll have his blood on my head forever, i know and i can't take it back.
i truely hope though that i /am/ strong enough to take responsibility for this and deal with it.
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Date: 2003-11-13 02:39 pm (UTC)you're probably right. what i did wasn't really defending myself because when he was free he was too strong for me to fight. i just couldn't deal with his existance anymore and the others had been meeting for a day and a half and were begining to think that they knew no way of getting rid of him.
its very possible that i was the only one who actually /could/ get rid of him.. and while i know that doesn't justify what i've done i think its probably still a good thing.
i'll have his blood on my head forever, i know and i can't take it back.
i truely hope though that i /am/ strong enough to take responsibility for this and deal with it.
thanks for the comment.