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Jan. 10th, 2007 11:08 amI bitch and comlain about Tynan a lot. He's the protector here. And he can be a real bastard. Totally controling and domineering and mean and restrictive. I call him names.
But boy, oh boy, is it a good thing he was around yesterday, or it would have gone really bad for us.
So I'm taking this opportunity to say that even though I bitch, I know how much we need him. I know that he makes us all a better "person."
It's interesting, too: he's been relaxed for the past few months, letting us do what we want, just chilling in the back and not interfering. But over the weekend he suddenly reconsolidated his power and reasserted his role as the protector and king. Like he could sense it would be needed yesterday. I wonder if he just has good instincts, if something combined in all of us has them, or if there were gaurdian angels (or whatever) whispering warnings into his subconscious.
On a slightly related note, does any other system out there have a kind of ritual murder as part of their hierarchy? Tynan "killed" Briar, who had been stepped up and in charge, in order to reclaim his place. Briar's still around, so wasn't actually destroyed. It was more of a ritual, a battle of wills that played out as Briar's inner body being killed.
~et al
But boy, oh boy, is it a good thing he was around yesterday, or it would have gone really bad for us.
So I'm taking this opportunity to say that even though I bitch, I know how much we need him. I know that he makes us all a better "person."
It's interesting, too: he's been relaxed for the past few months, letting us do what we want, just chilling in the back and not interfering. But over the weekend he suddenly reconsolidated his power and reasserted his role as the protector and king. Like he could sense it would be needed yesterday. I wonder if he just has good instincts, if something combined in all of us has them, or if there were gaurdian angels (or whatever) whispering warnings into his subconscious.
On a slightly related note, does any other system out there have a kind of ritual murder as part of their hierarchy? Tynan "killed" Briar, who had been stepped up and in charge, in order to reclaim his place. Briar's still around, so wasn't actually destroyed. It was more of a ritual, a battle of wills that played out as Briar's inner body being killed.
~et al
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Date: 2007-01-10 06:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-01-10 07:04 pm (UTC)Tsun^Crew.
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Date: 2007-01-10 07:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-01-10 09:18 pm (UTC)On Laura, what we have by way of "leadership" would probably not be recognizable as such by most people looking at it from a U.S. / European / Western standpoint. Also, what we call guardians (choi) are not guardians as most multiples &/or survivors (at least on line, that we know of) might think of it. They are closer to Shanti Sena in the Rainbow family, but not exactly like that, either.
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Date: 2007-01-10 09:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-01-11 12:03 am (UTC)First off, we don't have a fixed hierarchy, or even appointed functions such as "the guardian" or "the mediator". We like to keep things flexible.
We don't have a lot of rules, either, but one of them is that we solve our conflicts without having to resort to violence. If somebody is having issues with someone else, they can either solve them through talking, or keep out of each other's way. Anyone who doesn't know how to solve a conflict peacefully will be exiled - meaning, they're shut out of the soulscape and system communications.
Also, with us, killing somebody wouldn't solve the problem. Thanks to the presence of a very elusive "guest", there is no death. If you'd kill somebody, they'd just get up again as if nothing happened. So it'd be rather pointless to murder anyone in-system.
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Date: 2007-01-11 01:23 am (UTC)We'll occasionally fight in our minds-eye headspace, but that's mostly just rough play.
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Date: 2007-01-11 03:05 pm (UTC)-Butterfly
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Date: 2007-01-11 09:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-01-11 11:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-01-12 06:27 am (UTC)Johnny
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Date: 2007-01-14 07:14 pm (UTC)Hope that's helpful,
- Es