a happy moment

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i wrote to a friend:

> they are still often content to be set in their ways. I'm fucking not.

i can identify with this. all that i have, all that i can call my own, i have because of slow ice-pick chipping away at a glacier of someone else's habits for years. it's one of the things that defines me.

i was able to be present in the world for two whole hours at a time yesterday! and. when we do finally get to see you, i wanna take you by the hand and run around with you and do all kinds of fun stuff. and i think i might be able to.

never stop trying to revolutionize your world.

~s