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i think that you should be worried. she’s going to move items but things inside are frozen and sketchy and dangerous and i don’t know what’s going to happen. something has to happen right? something always does and that scares me. there are pictures that are only bad and bleeding and i don’t know how to stop all of this; i just don’t have it in me. i’m sorry that i can’t do more. i am going to take 3 mgs of Klonopin not to die or overdose but to stop all of this and rest because i can’t keep up and i’m afraid of what will happen if the shaking doesn’t stop. i hope that you can help her because i can’t and i’m not much use right now.