He calls me his angel
Nov. 25th, 2005 10:09 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
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Only that's not what I am, it only feels like that to him. No matter how it seems to anyone else, we are not each other's secret, but I am his, and he is mine. When it's me, there's so much wonder and light, and I only wish that for him, but his is dark and cold. So even though I know I'm not his angel, but he doesn't, I just love to wrap him in kind, and warm, and radiant angelic feelings. Someone said, "You can always come back, you just can't come back all the way." But I can take him back, all the way, to when all was wonder, and innocence, and light, that he never knew.
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Date: 2005-11-25 03:30 pm (UTC)I guess I'm more of a guide to the others, and I can help keep Alex under control. Nice to meet you :)
Corin
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Date: 2005-11-25 04:30 pm (UTC)Thank you so much for writing. :)
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Date: 2005-11-25 04:52 pm (UTC)I know the nights of a deep indigo and navy, the cotton-smoothness of the dusk and dawn, the glory of the sun spilling out its aged golden light--the wholeness and totality of the world progress. But you have a peak of it which I had never seen before I left the world, which I catch in breathtaking eternal glimpses here. A secret, but also a gift.
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Date: 2005-11-25 06:43 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-11-25 06:43 pm (UTC)Frost
Date: 2005-11-26 02:23 am (UTC)You speak of taking "him" back? to where? is this a place that both of you could reach without losing the mortal coil?
If my questions are to bold you need not answer them. I am merely curious and this, being one of the first times that I am induldging my brother in his wish for me to write, I ask for yours and everyone's patients.
Sincerely yours,
~Frost~
Not too bold.
Date: 2005-11-26 02:57 am (UTC)He doesn't feel he deserves love, and is guilty, and contaminated, but I know that isn't so, and when I feel for him beauty, and love, and peace, and joy, it's in his heart too, until I leave. I hope you write more, and I hope I do too.
You are your brother's spirit, so you are light, even in the dark. Alice
Re: Not too bold.
Date: 2005-11-26 11:15 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-11-26 02:53 am (UTC)