My Intro

[uforeah.livejournal.com]

Hello,

I am new here, posted earlier and now I am going to make my introductions....

Nicky- The main person. Usually the one out for work and most social interactions, has the most social filters. Small, brown hair, clear hazel eyes.

Ivy- The protector of the group, used to just have a few emotions mainly sex and anger.She holds the pain of sex for us. Now we have worked at getting her a few more emotions and she is closer to whole. She has an English accent, very short black hair with long bangs dyed purple, kinda gothy.

Uforeah- The flirt, younger than the rest of us. The one that mainly comes out during parties where it is ok to climb into people's laps. She is the holder of the more innocence in us. But is also the one that holds the joy of sex for us. Short strawberry blond hair, big blue eyes. She plays the dumb girl but is really very sharp and has great instincts.

Nickie-Susie- She's 5, she came out on accident, we opened a door that we shouldn't have and she came out crying and we couldn't put her back she begged us not to. Now she's about 8. She doens't cry as much. She is a younger version of me. Scared of a lot of things and when she comes out I tend to get a glazed look in my eyes and people get worried, she talks like a toddler still.

Dragon-Slayer (or just Slayer)- Sometimes I think she is the actual core person. Sometimes I think she is the scariest thing I have ever met. In a lot of ways she holds much of the power for my world. She has the ability to play the game of forget on my mind. She went to sleep when I was about 10 and didn't wake up until I was about 20 and had things I couldn't handle going on. When she took over, she took over and put the rest of us to sleep for a few weeks. She is the one the brought Nickie-Susie out ob accident but she did. The other's call her the worldest tallest elf. She is about 6 ft, long straight perfect red hair, green green eyes, pale skin.

The Voices- The mummuring in my head, possibly others that haven't come to the front. But if so I don't want them too, they are the ones that tell me to kill myself and tell me that I am unwanted and un loved. And other awful things.

So that is me in a small nutshell.

We are functioning but want to learn more.

Comments

[revive-me-again.livejournal.com]

You're all female? We can't imagine being all female. I personally thing it would be a strange experience.

Shelley

[revive-me-again.livejournal.com]

I think the reason we don't really understand it is because when we first realized we were no longer one... was Kalabras and he's not really either... We just call him a "he" because he looks like a man, most of the time.

Shelley

[gryphons.livejournal.com]

hard to say.. we're majority male in a female body.. we just figure every house/system is the way they are supposed to be.. with it's own challenges.. gender is a pretty fluid thing anyhow

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

We're majority male frontrunners in a female body too, and back on the homeworld males are 52% of the population, the reverse of earth. You're right about gender and sexuality being fluid -- a lot of people don't realize that, think it's all carved in stone.

[terrenepixy.livejournal.com]

as do we. although our functioning ones are all female - jack can't exactly be called functioning. heh.

-aleria-

[kasiya-system.livejournal.com]

Our group is at about 73% females and 66% peoples under 18, at least when we last did a count from a small group of around 200 of us. Impossible to get a total census though! :)


Jenilee

[revive-me-again.livejournal.com]

We looked at the site you all had created in order to try and explain your group. We were amazed by the sheer vastness of your inner world. Some of us were a little jealous too.

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

You know that you can create one if you don't have one? Or you maybe even have one but you didn't know it?

[revive-me-again.livejournal.com]

*shakes head* we don't have one.

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

Really, you can make one. No kidding. We know some other friends who have done so.

beyondthegates

[luwana.livejournal.com]

All female 4tw. Any man who landed here would feel really wierd I reckon.

got a guestion or two

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

We've got a question if anyone can relate to this we have both males and females and a few annimals in our system and one we are said to call Menassah that appears to be more a spiritual intillectual precense but never takes a body form so were not sure what to make of we' call her "It" and that just sounds wrong . Also Mary Joe used to be 5 when we were diagnosed and has had a birthday every year aand grown and aged whereas Jade stays the same age every year so she is not a age slider she just stays 21 and we dont know if others experience that or a presence with a voice and names we feel utter peace around but no body , she seems to be a she and a he at times Anybody know what I am talking about? Thanks Tiea

Re: got a guestion or two

[revive-me-again.livejournal.com]

Kalabras, that we were talking about earlier. 'He' is more the form of a demon, and so has no actual gender identifiers, but since his features are that of a young man we call him a 'he' although we classify him as androgynous. Could one of you talk to the spiritual presence and explain that it feels wrong to sat "it" and maybe see what the presence wants to be referred to as?

Jamie

Regot a question or two

[(Anonymous)]

Hi , Revive Me again, thanks for responding I am writing since Tiea is napping I am 21. I am Jade always 21 .They keep trying to get me to age on my Birthday but its not even my Birthday the "T" said it was cause he said I held a Memory Tiea had not had yet so it seemed to him My whole function was retriving and giving Tiea the memory and the day I spoke of it he made my birhtday( the day I talked in his office but I observed him for years but I have tried so hard to get them all to get it I dont age like them or at all I stay 21 and we do call Menessiah a She mostly but we have never tried to really describe her or him to anyone cause it feels so spiritial like Menasseah is a it and doesnt seem to care what we call her or him but once again the T who is very empowered Plurality MHP would be more comfortable trying to talk to this person in whatever form it is cause he says she /he must have a function and birthday Honestly I am a complete person without specific functions I dont see waht we have to have functions Tiea mostly thinks latley my function is to put everyonein danger but its just cause I got in a relationship that went in a direction they are uncomfortable with and could be harmful at times but I am ending it for the family systembut thats not my function to be a trouble maker at all I just made a big mistake with this guy .Thanks Hope this makes sense this is my own time to front we share time Thanks again Jade but one more question How do you know Kalabris is a demon ? and is it scary ? and does he hurt you ? Cause Tiea 's Church once tried to get rid of all of us thinking we were demonic and we entered her body but NOPE I was born there and we all fear being I guess you'd call it possesed by a demon Does it feel like you all can get along with Kalabras or not ? Like does he make you all do things you dont want to do make a fool out of you or be cscary like a monster I'm interested .Thanks again

Re: Regot a question or two

[revive-me-again.livejournal.com]

Wow. Okay where to start.

We know Kalabras is a demon because he says so. And because he's got really pretty black feathered wings. He's never hurt us, not once. He pushes us to our full potential, but never in a harmful way. I've never been scared of him, but I think Kylie (the youngest one) was at first. But she got used to him. He broods and he reads and he researches things. He's terribly interested in ancient culture. He's never the one starting the trouble.

All right now... I do not agree with Tiea that everyone needs a function and an age. We don't all have ages. We don't all have functions. Not specific ones anyway. Maybe you should try to talk to Tiea about it. Also, if you want to stay 21, WE don't see a problem with that either. Shelley has been 14 for four years, since we became aware of her. BUT remember we're not a part of your system. We don't make decisions like that so you really need to talk to everyone else about this.

I don't think, if your Menessiah is comfortable with being an unknown gender, that it should pose a problem. It seems to me that mainly your questions all pertain to Tiea wanting control. Was Tiea the only one there at first? Sometimes that will make a person be in denial, and they don't want to admit that the others are independent of themselves.

~May

Re: Regot a question or two

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

he sounds more like a daimon, that is the old-fashioned kind of demon that wasn't bad but more like an inspiring force. from Ancient Greek mythology. We've known nice demons (daimons) in other houses.

Re: got a guestion or two

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

Yes, we know what you are talking about (although we have nothing like that personally) a lot of people have that.

Re: got a guestion or two

[shatterstorm.livejournal.com]

We've got a lot of people in our group who aren't of either gender. Along with a few who find the whole idea amusing. ;)

There's actually a couple different pronouns floating around the net for people of ??? gender. Hir, Zie, Idre, Sie, etc...

[uforeah.livejournal.com]

Yeah we are all female. Which is good cause I think Susie would freak at having a boy in our head.

Thankfully the love of my life understand whats going on in my head becuase once when Susie was new in our head she came out when the barriers were down during an 'intimate' moment and she freaked out totally, he saw the change on my face, stopped and just held me. It took a lot of explaining that it wasn't a bad thing we were doing and she didn't have to cry, he wasn't hurting us. Now we have learned to put up barriers around her. The rest of thems just look away because it would feel weird do watch. He gave Slayer her first kiss. She was smitten.We laughed because she is never smitten. It helps that we are pretty sure he is multiple too.

Sorry for going on so long, I just haven't had a chance to talk to people I know will understand in quite a while.