Marijuana Moment (where all was understood)

[mercuryisme.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty stoned at the moment but I'll try to keep this coherent. I had a moment just now where I could understand how to break away two parts of myself, like mitosis of this one central being... I don't know if it would feel more like severing myself in half or burping... it makes me afraid to try it. It's like jumping into a big dark hole.

I'm actually a bit freaked out now... afraid to sleep, dream...

Marijuana is crazy. I need to think about this in a few hours for sure. You have no idea how much these few weeks in this forum have changed how I view myself.. my interior...

Comments

[karma-silenced.livejournal.com]

At first I thought this was posted in a drug community I'm in... but then I saw it was Multiplicity. :-P

If I was high and experienced that... I wouldn't be able to help but try it. I'm very curious and love to be afraid. I'd probably go back to that "place" when I was sober if I could and experiment/explore. Just to see what I could figure out about the mind. Whether that's useful or not is debatable.

The way I view my interior is influenced a lot by philosophy... and the way my mind is naturally.

[mercuryisme.livejournal.com]

Ugggh. Perks of being a wallflower.

That book just kills me. So sad...

[karma-silenced.livejournal.com]

I've never read it. XD

Am I still allowed to keep that icon?

[mercuryisme.livejournal.com]

FUCKER! no! you can't!!!!

my anger is just because of the drug, no worries... read the book, it's by stephen chbosky. doooo it.