Worried, and so fourth,...

[jhonathand.livejournal.com]

My Brothers have gone silent, I can't see my house anymore,.

I feel like I'm lost,.

I sincerely hope that this is natural,. elenbarathi said that she knows of a few People that thier Brothers and Sisters leaves sometimes. Either way

I'm a little lonely, I feel so small,.

I don't have my brothers talking to keep me company,.

I feel distressed.

If this is being Intigrated, Then I don't want it!

All I ever wanted was to have the harmony between my brothers and me, and for us to live in the same body and equally share this life. To Me and in my mind, that's what intigration was supposed to be,.



,.....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................I guess I'm a singlet again.



This is scary. and I don't know how to cope.


Hug's to all out there and everyone in their systems,.................................~M, Just Me~

Comments

[szczur-system.livejournal.com]

::hugs tight::

[jhonathand.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

*hug's back*

~M~

[zenboiuke.livejournal.com]

*hug* I wouldn't jump to conclusions just yet. Sometimes the others head out for parts unknown & it's pretty quiet. How long has it been since they left?

~Kier

[jhonathand.livejournal.com]

A Couple weeks ago, I couldn't hear them but I know they were still there. I could feel them,..........now, it's nothing,.......

just me ratteling around up here.



It'll be O.k.,................I guess I just needed some time alone,.

I think I'll be O.K. I feeling a little better, at-least, not as bad,.

So I'm hoping this will turn out for the good.

Hug's,..................................~M~

[zenboiuke.livejournal.com]

*hug* Everything happens for a reason, even if we can't see what that reason is at the time ^_^

~Kier

[elenbarathi.livejournal.com]

(Sorry, forgot you were still logged in.)

Hey, dearheart... *huggles*... remember, Jake came up just a couple of days ago, when we were looking at that toy at Elspeth's house. Even though it was just for a couple minutes, and he didn't really say anything, he was present and corporeal; he hasn't abandoned you.

As for Frost, he may just be sleeping; he's not exactly a "summer person", but I bet he'll be around for the autumn, if not sooner, So don't worry, 'kay?

[eridanusus.livejournal.com]

One time front group split up. Chris thought we all were gone for sure. I was in this dark place, nothing there, no one there. I didn't front though. It was just.. silence and dark, for months. *shiver*

[shadowechoes.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I hope it's only temporary - keep your chin up and hope for the best. We've had a few that disappeared for awhile but they came back in time, and we've also had a few get stuck isolated at the front but were able to reconnect in time.

[jhonathand.livejournal.com]

Yeah I hope this doesn't stay down too long,

The commuication thing anyways,.

LOL,...

Hug's,...............................~M~

[sethrenn.livejournal.com]

A lot of the time, we'd fall out of touch with each other in the beginning and then someone would start to think that they had just "made it all up" and there was no one else in here. Staying in continuous contact is sometimes difficult to get the hang of. And occasionally someone will still get stuck out front-- less commonly, but it happens. Just try to wait, and breathe, and try to accept on faith that the silence is part of a cycle. Others do come back.

[jhonathand.livejournal.com]

Yeah,

I'm trying,. I think I'm gonna be O.k.,..................soon,...

just not so right away.

but I think I'll get there.

I'm still being optimistic, and that's wierd for me. But yeah,.....I'm still trying to crack jokes and witty little one-liners so it can't be that bad.

Hug's,.........................................~M~

[tir-nan-og.livejournal.com]

This may or may not be comforting, but I've had others in the system disappear for ten years and one day just show up again. The wierd thing is how easily recognizable they are when they do turn up, even after all that time.

[jhonathand.livejournal.com]

That's good to know,.

I think that's quite possibly the only way I would know that it's them.

*Smiles*

Thank you,.........for the reassurance.

~M~

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

*points to what everybody else said*

Strength to you.

[jhonathand.livejournal.com]

Thanx,

Hey,...............Are Gabe or Andy around,.?

I could really use a hug from one of them.

and maybe some wittecism, or something.

O.K.,.? That would be Kewl.

Later,..........................................~M~

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

awww..... ***big old hug*** and Good Shabbos to you, khaver.

(khaver is the word for friend in Jewish)

Andy sends love and says he'll try to think of something witty. Meanwhile, listen to some Neil Young, that always makes us feel better.

[jhonathand.livejournal.com]

Thanx, *smiles*

although I gotta admit,.

<====== Not the biggest Niel Young fan in the world,.

But I'll think of something.

~M~

[pengke.livejournal.com]

If you're taking any kind of drug or going through something that would cause hormonal changes, that could disrupt system communication.

[jhonathand.livejournal.com]

No, The only thing that comes to mind, is that we were around a whole lot of stress, and I think that might have made them go away.

I hope not,.

But I just thought that might have something to do with it,.

I Don't know,.......

You know it would have been nice if they had left a note or something, If they are really gone,.

I think I'm just going to hope that it's like you said, Just system disruption,.

I need to think that for now,.........................~M~

[angel13666.livejournal.com]

hello, this happened to us a few times. it happened to tammy once long ago. was very bad and she ended up at a new therapist to fix the problem of grieving. this therapist did not believe in itergration and helped her get off the pills the other one had gave her and helped her get the family back. basically he had her think of them a lot and talk to them even when she could not hear them. and do things each enjoyed to help trigger them back..
it happed to me Angel also a year or so ago. and i done the same things.
i hope this helps.. i know losing our family can be hard. we don't believe in intergation. but know some feel they must do it.

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

Wow, some cool therapist! There need to be more like that.