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Let's see. I think I'd best explain ourselves.

We were a normal little boy till we hit 12 years old, and our parents were looking like they were to divorce. Half of him wanted to be social and stuff, and the other half wanted to be depressed all the time. I believe that's when it all started, the first fission.

Certian distinct events thereafter have caused more personalities to pop up. We know we haven't always been like this, and we accept that. We don't have chunks of our memory gone, whatever lasted, lasted.

When I said bloodshed ealrier, I meant by war. For our own sanity we've placed representations on us, so that we can exist as if we were a feudal empire all in our head. Heh, if that makes any sense. We see [generally] that our maatrix is interstellar space, and that each one of us has certian territory. How strong or dominant a personality is is represented by the amount of ships that personality has. We represent this force [because every last one of us are trekkers] by Federation, Borg, Romulan, Klingon and Dominion forces.

Some personalities were born of war, such as Darsint, and Rio. Others were born of nessecity, such as Brent and Elane. Some have even died. However, each one has a specific part ot play in the tenative balance that is our mind.

Daniel or Dan- Suspected to be the original personality. A bright but lazy individual. Tends to be stubborn, creative, and a bit of a romantic. He has a girlfriend. Represented in the matrix by the Federation.

Brent- The first of the new personalities. Born when the need to repress emotion was key. Brent is quiet, yet a powerful, trained fighter, and operates well under intence physical and emotional stress. He does not lack emotion, but rarely shows it. He is also represented by the Federation.

Elane- The second alter-personalitiy. Born when Brent's emotional repressal was causing incredible emotional problems. The only female personality within the matrix, Elane is very strong-willed, outspoken, and expresses her emotions very loudly. She must have her way, but has learned to comprimise since a war with Daniel. She is represented by the Klingons.

Darsint- Based off of an original roleplaying character, Darsint is dashing, romantic, and tends to want to defend what he has. He and Elane tend to clash often. Darsint is represented in the matrix by the Romulans.

Chylde- Born of the need to be social, Chylde is outgoing, happy, witty and makes friends well. However, whe he hasn't had much human contact, he will become childish and unpleasant to be around. He is represented in the matrix by the Borg.

Rio- a carboncopy of Daniel, he was created as a backup in case Daniel were ever killed within the matrix. He runs the matrix prison where two inmates, a personality that is a rapist, and one of a murderer are held. He is represented by the Dominion.

Guilliam- A computer. Gilly holds the collective memories of each personality, and allows everyone to watch what's going on while one particular personality is in control.
Gilly is not represented within the matrix. Call him the Matrix Master.

The feudal system seems to work for us, and allows us to function somewhat normally. We hope to be a good example for those in severe turmoil within their own matrices, in the hopes that we can assist in the restoration, or the establishment of order.