Intro :)

[wishingdolphin.livejournal.com]

*ponders* I'm not very good with introductions... so I guess thats my intro... duction... *cower* O_o
I'm kinda glad/curious/upset that I found this community but not six months ago when it might have helped me get through a troubled time... How am I supposed to explain something to a counselor that *I* don't even know the details of. -_-
*sigh* Like I said I'm not good with intros. So alil about me, or us... ok me first. I'm a college student, a computer scientist (aka code-monkey) aaaand I like to build things. I tend to identify myself as a 'double' (pair?) not really a mutliple I guess. My... no.. our? theres no posession.. erf scratch that. She is the other personality that occupies my body. Yes I meant to say my... as I was here first. I refer to myself as Jadaira and to her as Sarika... though inside she doesnt seem to have a name nor really care, its just for simplicity's sake. Sarika... is female, and so to me easily identifiable. Many of the things she does get 'translated'. She doesn't seem to be a human conciousness, I think, but rather an animal. I read about this in the laymans thingy... She 'talks' to me.. but not with words.. instead she sends [IDEA]+[EMOTION] 'packages'. Anyone else have such experiences? She can be a frontrunner when she wishes... but usualy it is co-operative. Othertimes it's as if she is sleeping.. or busy... Anyways, I guess thats alil, or alot about us. I apollogize in advance if this seems confusing.
Jadaira

Do you have a place inside?

[kaylonanastazja.livejournal.com]

We've been a part of multiplicity for a while and as such, we've seen our share of entries scroll by on our Friends List. Something I've been wondering about for a while, is (and I'm not attempting to discredit anyone's multiplicity - I never would, I'm just curious) how multiple systems work when they can't see each other inside, where they don't even have an actual 'residence' inside. It's never been that way for us, and I just can't fathom not being able to walk up to the others and ask them a question, give someone a hug, feel, hear, taste, see, and smell things. I don't understand how systems exist without an actual... world, I suppose, inhouse. Without being able to use all five sense. I don't understand how communication works that way, either.

But then, I suppose, how am I meant to understand something I've never experienced? I think it's just a thirst for knowledge. I'd like to know how these other systems work. But then again, doesn't everybody? I feel bad for single people who don't experience life as we do, anyhow. Although, in some ways they probably feel the same for me and mine. Just different ways of life I guess, just as we differ from single-minded people, we also differ from these different types of systems.

-KA

Curiousity....

[base-oiboi.livejournal.com]

I am a (as described on the communities main page) classical trauma-split MPD/DID. However, it seems the way this is presented is a bit unusual, even for others of this community.

This is an introduction, yes. I haven't really thought about other people like me (which seem to be referred to as multiples in these communities), so it's a long stretch from trying to assure my friends and my own safety.

I have at the very least 15 major personalities. But, it's not just like there voices, as well as being able to take control of the body; They are actual people, albeit on a small world (Which, best I can geuss, seems to represent my subconscious). The 'power,' or perhaps better influence, of these people create territories for them on the planet, the area representing who's it is. Not all of them have territories, however, but seem to be more of a wanderer than anything. Outside of the world is a 'fog' barrier, where another one of the resides (along with many weaker ones, most of them monstrous than human).

My point is, mine is the only kind that seems to represent in this fashion. Does anyone else experience this as well? I'm open to questions for clarification, I'd just like to keep this short so I don't spam the front page. Thanks for your consideration.