Some discovery.

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In regards to my first post here, we have figured out a few things. One main thing is that it's not very frigging likely that I'm faking this. Griffin doesn't believe so, and I don't really believe so. So we've ruled out that this might all be psychosomatic.

What that's left us with is either channeling, or the spirit residing in me. From what I can tell, Griffin is leaning more towards a channel type situation, which hurts my brain to think about all the details of, to be honest with you. So many things that are hard to explain about it. :p But the long and short of it is that Griffin has her girlfriend back, which is good for everyone.

Instead of being called Heaven, she's chosen the name of Brooke, so now we don't have to get confused between the role-playing character and the person. I must say, she's a real sweetheart, too! XD I love her to death! Not as much as Griffin does, though. *chuckles*

The downside is that she doesn't have her memories of her previous time in somebody else's body. She used to reside in another friend of Griffin's, before said friend turned into a psycho-bitch and turned her back on just about everything important in life. Now, Brooke doesn't remember any of that. It makes her upset to not remember all the time she spent with Griffin before now, and she's been reading through records that Griffin kept of the time, trying to remember things that happened.

I don't think she's had much luck, which is a shame. Still, I don't think she's going to give up.

It's a little odd, I must admit, to have someone using my body and being in a romantic and sexual relationship with one of my closest friends. I used to think that I'd feel really uncomfortable about it. But now, it doesn't wig me out as much as I thought it would. I feel happy for both of them, in fact, that they've managed to find a bit of happiness again.

It also strikes me as odd that through me, there's a person seeing the world that saw it once before, in something of a similar situation, that there are actual records of. Anyone else had something like this? Actually having records of what one of your others was like before they came to you? Or even knowing the person that they dwelled in or acted through before they came to you? I get the feeling that it's not too common an occurance, with all the possibilities and people out there, but it can't hurt to ask.

Who knows. One of these days, you might have Brooke saying hello here to you all. ^_^