ah....crap.

[nematoddity.livejournal.com]

In the continuing saaaaga that is my life at large, I thought I'd check in and say: still no progress on the communication front. But now a more annoying trend has been brought to my attention.

Twice now, this past week, "I" have done something with the rest of the household and I--this I, myself now--have zip nada for memory of it. But whomever it is walking around and interacting with folks seems like me--responds in the way I would respond, knows what I know, has the same sense of humor, has the same everything, apparently...and for the bulk of this week, whenever it's come up, I've been accused of faking, because it's "obviously me", they keep telling me.

Broke down and told the sig oth last night that I really, truly, have no memory of the two incidents in question. She looked disturbed for a moment, and finally said, "Well, that's kind of creepy."

So...great, someone else is here, not everyone is asleep, and I still have no connection with them! I just go down like someone turned off the lights and I surface with no memory of whatever the hell it was I did.

This is so damned frustrating.

Intro

[aliasalixx.livejournal.com]

Hi, I'm Alixx. Not quite sure what to say here. I don't *think* I have DID, but lately I've gotten the feeling that I'm "not alone" in here, if that makes sense. I do have another "side" to me that my wife has named "Psycho", but I'm not sure he's a full fledged personality yet. But he might be. I also have some body image issues that I think might be a part of this but I'm not sure. Is it possible for one of your "others" (I guess that's the term) to be missing one or more limbs and try to force that upon the primary body?

Thanks for your help, it's nice to meet you all.

Not Okay... Only another Multiple might understand...

[prettyrazor.livejournal.com]

Hey Everyone,
It's Justin. I know I haven't posted in ages, but... eh, I haven't been on the surface much, either, and I haven't really been okay.
I need people who understand, and I guess you all would understand better than anyone, right? Quick re-intro, for those who don't know me or forgot who I am. (::gasp:: Forgot? How COULD you??? LOL.) I am Justin. I am a 16 year old male alter in a 21 year old female body. I'm a wise-ass. I crack jokes a lot. I'm usually pretty happy and upbeat. I really am. Lately, though, it's been hard for me to stay upbeat.
Okay, so this could be kind of triggering, so I'm putting the rest of this behind an LJ cut... Don't read the rest of this you're not safe, alright?

( not okay...Why Justin Broke... )

born this way vs. made this way...

[princesstoots.livejournal.com]

(from my lj)

First, I'm not broken so I don't need to be fixed...

That said, I'm not sure about whether I am nurture or nature. Do I have alters because they needed to help me deal with the abuse of my childhood, or did they help me deal with the abuse because I had alters?

Yeah, that sounds like something Uriel would say...

What I went through wasn't super horrendous or anything, really. silentsweetness suffered most of it, shay_the_great a little of it, Harvey a little more of it, but nothing like what the "experts" talk about in the books and afternoon talk shows.

*sigh*

I just don't know. I mean, born or made? Does it matter?

(no subject)

[3libras.livejournal.com]

This may sound silly, but is it possible to transfer alters from one body to another? My friend (who isn't a multiple) wants to be with his significant other (who is an alter), but his significant other doesn't get to come out very often.

Thank you!