Notes for pdoc tomorrow

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I don't think it is going to work out with the new therapist. I am too odd. I let slip that I talk to my voices sometimes and this was at odds with what Hugh (the outgoing therapist) was trying to present to her (that I didn't think my voices were 'real'). I think I EXPERIENCE them as real. And then he was trying to present my feelings as that I felt I was at the 'best time in my life' and I quoted Tale of Two Cities saying 'it's the best of times, it's the worst of times' saying externally things seem very bad but internally I have reached a watershed in that I have forgiven my father and come to an understanding of the abuse, which has been a major hurdle which he helped me achieve.

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