Gina Delta here
Apr. 18th, 2005 01:40 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
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I just came to a few realizations about this new person that was formerly known to us as Logic. A few weeks ago, I got several missing memories of my past back... Logic got much more. It got a sense of self that it seemed to lack before. I think that maybe it integrated with something from my past.
I'm worried that maybe Not-Logic (it's not quite the same person that Logic was, but it hasn't decided upon a name for itself yet) might want to become the front... Or worse, might try to absorb me or Tarnish or both of us.
I know that one of our most primal fears is losing control of ourself... An ironic fear considering that we're multiple, but... I don't know how to gauge this new person's reactions. Logic was much a servant, but I can't tell if this new person has its own agenda.
I'm scared.
I'm worried that maybe Not-Logic (it's not quite the same person that Logic was, but it hasn't decided upon a name for itself yet) might want to become the front... Or worse, might try to absorb me or Tarnish or both of us.
I know that one of our most primal fears is losing control of ourself... An ironic fear considering that we're multiple, but... I don't know how to gauge this new person's reactions. Logic was much a servant, but I can't tell if this new person has its own agenda.
I'm scared.
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Date: 2005-04-19 07:42 pm (UTC)Logic has occasionally pulled rank on us before. Its committment to keeping the body safe and sound has prevented us from doing alot of things that, while we may want to, keeps us "responsible."
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Date: 2005-04-20 07:21 am (UTC)...do such trump cards have a 'real' (argh... definitions hard to handle in such circumstances) existence? Or are they--or to switch terms, is rank--simply a mutal acceptance of one's authority over the other [in some matters]?
[...cue inevitable curiosity about Triton]