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Hello everyone we are new to this site. I do hope to get to know as many of you all as we can. We are a 33 year old Mom of 3 girls 13,11,and 9. I have been married to my 2nd husband for almost a year now. And I have MPD/DID. I have 3 other personalities other than me the host ( Te'a ) There is MeShell she is 20 she is the newest to the bunch. Savannah is 15 she is a Southern Irish Bell. And then there is Baby Angel she is 3. I know what my personalities do 24/7 and from what I am learning from others that is not always the case. We are from a hickville town in Western Kentucky. And there is not to any DID's around here. If so they are hiding in the woods somewhere. *smiles* I dont look at what we got as a disorder or a disibilty. We try to have fun with it. My Husband will say if he gets board with one of us he just changes the channle. We try to live like everyday is our last day here. Please dont take me wrong this is not an easy task. But we feel if we are going to get better and have a " normale" life then we need to get off our ass and do it. We may not have alot of us but we still have the same problems as other DID's do. I was very luck I have a great "T" and his specialty is DID's. So he has helped us alot in makeing our world inside a lot calmer. I did not know how many people in this world have DID. I think we are special people cause we can understand others better cause we got more than one look at something. And we are the people we were meant to be. God made us this way for a reason. He will never lead you to something that he will not lean you threw it. Yes there are battle wounds to be sowed up. And scars to heel. But we made it threw. And we did cause we are survivers. I was in a very abusive marrage for over 14 years. And I got out. I was lucky. We are writing a book about what our life has been like and we are not doing it to make money. We are doing it to heal our wounds, work threw the pain, and throw out the trash that is takeing up room in our world, our mind. And if someone reads the book and it helps them make it threw one more day. To know that there is others out there just like them. To help a woman get brave enought to leave and stay out of an abusive marrage. Then I have left my mark on this world. A great man once said. " You dont know where you are going untill you know where you have been " Uncle Mike thank you for that. ( March 19,1942 - October 19, 2004 )Well I am sure I have said to much. And if I am like I am most the time some one will take this wrong and I will hurt someones feelings. So I will say I am sorry right up front. My Hubby made us a webpage for me and other DID's to post things like pomes and writings, and just a sound board kind of like this. but not as big. If you want check it out leave us a message and let us know what you think. You can contact us via E-mail at savannah_n_angel@yahoo.com or by the yahoo messanger. And here ist he site for you to look at.

http://savannahangel.blogspot.com/

Love to Your and Yours from Me and Mine

Te'a