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[ninjafeline.livejournal.com]

hi, i joined a little while ago.
i have 4 mutliples i can feel at the moment, two small ones (Sophie and Jenny) and two older ones (Tristan and Liane). The small ones are around 6, Sophie is very clever, jenny is messed up and energetic. Tristan is kinda ageless, but somewhere between teens and 20s and so is Liane.
i find we all integrate pretty well, and can pass as one person until someone gets quite close. then it's not really possible to blame evth on mood swings or patchy memory :)

i guess i'm here to find out how other ppl are living with this. i'm not sure, some of it is a disorder i think, but some of it is just what and who i am, and i don't want it to change. anyone else feel like that?

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[prettyrazor.livejournal.com]

Welcome. :) I'm Wyllow, speaking for The People. (There are 33 of us, total.) We are in an 18 year old body and live in NY. Anyway, welcome to the journal.
~The People

P.S. Our livejournal is PrettyRazor if you can handle it without being easily triggered.

[ninjafeline.livejournal.com]

wow, 33? that's a lot.
yeah, i'll def check out your journal :) i haven't figured out too much about triggers yet, there is def one specific thing that triggers Jenny, but i guess i'm trying to just 'numb' myself to that. the rest of us quite like to change over i think....

[arhuaine.livejournal.com]

Hi and welcome. :) There are 7 of us that we know about (one kid, one angel, two elves and three human adults). Most of the time we're relatively co-conscious but we also have patchy moments. I am definitely with you on the feeling that it's just "who we are" and not anting to change. Being multiple has probably actually saved my live on more than one occasion.

[ninjafeline.livejournal.com]

you count some of you as angels and elves? wow. that's a totally different perspective i hadn't quite thought of before :)
i guess it would explain why i have this deep, inexplicable desire to fly and kept trying to jump of things as a kid, convinced i could do it...

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[arhuaine.livejournal.com]

Yes, we do. In fact I knew I was an elf (at least at a soul level if not physically) long before I knew about being multiple. It explains a lot of things, particularly about memories of a time and place that never existed on Earth.

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[36.livejournal.com]

Hey, we're a multiple system (well generally we agree on that) with no single fronter and no definate public identity (like we're androgynous and wear a wide range of clothing). A whole bunch of us identify as the whole person, the rest have their own identities. The body is 22 as are many of us, ages go down from there with a few late, mid and early teens, someone really small and a bunch of 'tweenagers'. We don't consider this at all disordered and we're pretty certain we've worked like this since primary school. We're a lot more together, productive and happy since becoming selves-aware. Oh yeah and we live in the UK (surprisingly). So there you go.

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[ninjafeline.livejournal.com]

hm...i would def agree with that, since i've become aware of the situation things have become much clearer. it's good to know the reasons behind your own behaviour i guess. xx