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[walkerinthegrey.livejournal.com]

Hey.. this is Ariel posting under Luc's name because I'm just losing it... I dunno. I've been kinda stressed and unstable, and then I just read this book First Person Plural: My Life as a Multiple and it was so much like our experiences, and it got everybody going, wanting out and shit, and the only person around who even really knows about us is my boyfriend, but he's been really unstable and can't even handle his own problems, let alone mine, and I think I'm going crazy. i really do. I'm so afraid that I won't be able to control it and that people will find out... I live with my mom and stepdad, but they don't know about me being multiple, because I try to always just be me when I'm around them, but I'm going crazy... they'll figure me out. I know it. they'll know I'm crazy.. and Nameless wants to cut again.. she wants to see the body bleed.. see herself bleed.. all of us.. .god.

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im confused

[sweetjourney.livejournal.com]

i lived with a woman for 5 years who had pretty much the same attitude as his wife at first when my psychologist said "give them time to come out a little each day." imho its a normal reaction for an S/O to balk at that suggestion if they are not mp themselves.
Also, if i recall correctly, in the end didnt Cameron West become a psychologist himself? How is that a disservice to us? To me it showed that no matter what he went through he was able to come out a competent, strong person in the end.