Hey, it's Jakie again...
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multiplicity_archivesHi, it's Jakie! I FINALLY broke away from Amy and made my own journal. i hated being associated with her all the time. so i just decided to go on my own. i even have my own user pics, none of that starving, anorexic stuff....i want to be thin and pretty too...but i'll just use the diet pills and cocaine to do it....(i don't use cocaine now, i have no way to get it, i'm only 18 for god sakes, but if i ever...i mean, it's an option)
So, I went on here in the first place because AMy keeps telling me we're a system...and that we have to start acting like one. Our therapist says we need to (what did he call it?) "intergrate?" I told her there was no way in hell i was going to do that....that she was boring and that i was not going to become anything like her. I'm not 100% sure i know what intergration-whatever really means, but i don't want to do it. I'm my own person, i'm wild and free....hell, I'M NOT AMY!! And that's the best part of it all!!!
For instance,
I went to this party the other night and got drunk off my ass....granted Amy woke up next to a guy she didn't know (gotta tell you, i didn't really know him either) in a hotel room, in a state away from where we live....i had fun drinking tho....who cares that i'm underage. she was pissed...see how much fun she DOESN'T want me to have! She says i'll get sick and shit....so what, from what my DR. tells me, i won't be the one who gets sick--so why not? Do any of your doctors tell you that? That the body name is the person who gets in all the trouble?? Amy says i'm going to give her aids or get her pregnant some day- i doubt it! So why can't I be the one to have all the fun?
The rest of them all seem to be calm like her....they've all got their own issues i guess....i'm the fun one and the one who gets everyone else in trouble...which is proabably why everyone says they hate me.....there's one thing they can say about me tho---if they want to be wild and spontaneous...come to JAK_AY!!!
Good to break free from her and be on my own....good to see you guys again!
JAKIE
So, I went on here in the first place because AMy keeps telling me we're a system...and that we have to start acting like one. Our therapist says we need to (what did he call it?) "intergrate?" I told her there was no way in hell i was going to do that....that she was boring and that i was not going to become anything like her. I'm not 100% sure i know what intergration-whatever really means, but i don't want to do it. I'm my own person, i'm wild and free....hell, I'M NOT AMY!! And that's the best part of it all!!!
For instance,
I went to this party the other night and got drunk off my ass....granted Amy woke up next to a guy she didn't know (gotta tell you, i didn't really know him either) in a hotel room, in a state away from where we live....i had fun drinking tho....who cares that i'm underage. she was pissed...see how much fun she DOESN'T want me to have! She says i'll get sick and shit....so what, from what my DR. tells me, i won't be the one who gets sick--so why not? Do any of your doctors tell you that? That the body name is the person who gets in all the trouble?? Amy says i'm going to give her aids or get her pregnant some day- i doubt it! So why can't I be the one to have all the fun?
The rest of them all seem to be calm like her....they've all got their own issues i guess....i'm the fun one and the one who gets everyone else in trouble...which is proabably why everyone says they hate me.....there's one thing they can say about me tho---if they want to be wild and spontaneous...come to JAK_AY!!!
Good to break free from her and be on my own....good to see you guys again!
JAKIE
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