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I don't know if this counts so much, but I'll post it anyway.

I've been having weird, vivid dreams recently. Recently as in within a sort of 2 week scale. Occasionally I had vivid dreams before but they were always just single dreams then nothing more.

With Karisma's awakening, especially in the last fortnight, my dreams are not only frequently more vivid, but they involve people I know and soulbond with too.

Last night I had a dream where first I was watching as a professional writer's muse, Iris, came and 'borrowed' my muses Faro and Karisma (the one i'm having my issues with) - and then suddenly I *was* Karisma, sort of - like just as she lives in me, I can live in her too, or something. This confuses me greatly.

Does anybody else have experience of either dreaming as your multiples (if that indeed is what Karisma is, she appears to me more as a Median or such - i've been reading the links people posted to my last post), or just the switching between multiple-non multiple. What confuses me the most about Karisma is that she doesn't seem to be anything. She's just Karisma. Sometimes she's in my head and sometimes she's... not, if that makes sense. She flips between muse/bond and multiple.

As an additional note, recently I have developed a crush on somebody - he's lovely, he really is - and i don't know if that too has some bearing on my dreams. Being as how it's not just Karisma turning up in dreams, it's her soulbond Faro, it's the man i like, the friend who introduced us... and we're all bound together in fanfic form.

My heads spinning.