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multiplicity_archivesI was born on friday the thirteenth and it was a full moon. I think I should have known, in the vague span of my infant brain, that it was going to be a very rough road on the path of growing up. My childhood was filled with lies and pretense, abuse and anger, within it all I found friends within my mind.
The first was named Sebastian who I first saw as a small mouse who I would play with and talk to when I was trying to hide away from everything else. I thought I created him to keep me company until I grew older and learned that he had always lived and simply found me when I was most alone. He shifted then, at least my perception of him had, to that of a blond male who was gorgeous in every part of his being. He was later joined by a friend named Demetri who was his very opposite. Despite being beautiful as well. They became friends and then lovers far before I knew what homosexuality was, or that it was some sort of banished stigma for two men to love each other. I just knew that they were my friends and protectors and I cherish them to this day.
They would fade from time to time, their voices becoming quiet in my thoughts whenever I had found a new companion in my own plane of existence. Then though would return as loud, warm and real as ever when my heart would break and I thought I would be alone forever. Some may argue that it was just a means of comforting myself, to create these beings in my thoughts. I didn't create them though, I can't say that enough, they are alive to me and they had been living far before I knew of them. We just connected and stayed bound by a rope, invisible and tied tightly.
Then I met someone who brought a whole new world of voices to my mind. Ianor, Renna and Dathor..the three planets where the plane exists. Countless voices and new ones every day, each one wholly different than the other and these being unvaried from a crowd you might see within a bustling city. You know the one. Now I have entire families, friends, and lovers who speak with me and I with them. We co-exist in some indescribable way that makes perfect sense to me, but likely not to you... perhaps. Then again, perhaps not.
Outside of that, I am nearly twenty-three, enjoy video games and like watching mindless television like Cartoons and Reality TV. I like ghosts and taking walks. The sun is trying to kill me, and I have a crazy craving for Macaroni and Cheese. ^_^. I just wanted to say hello in the hopes of making some new friends that share some similar and not so similar thoughts that I do.
Hello *waves*
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The first was named Sebastian who I first saw as a small mouse who I would play with and talk to when I was trying to hide away from everything else. I thought I created him to keep me company until I grew older and learned that he had always lived and simply found me when I was most alone. He shifted then, at least my perception of him had, to that of a blond male who was gorgeous in every part of his being. He was later joined by a friend named Demetri who was his very opposite. Despite being beautiful as well. They became friends and then lovers far before I knew what homosexuality was, or that it was some sort of banished stigma for two men to love each other. I just knew that they were my friends and protectors and I cherish them to this day.
They would fade from time to time, their voices becoming quiet in my thoughts whenever I had found a new companion in my own plane of existence. Then though would return as loud, warm and real as ever when my heart would break and I thought I would be alone forever. Some may argue that it was just a means of comforting myself, to create these beings in my thoughts. I didn't create them though, I can't say that enough, they are alive to me and they had been living far before I knew of them. We just connected and stayed bound by a rope, invisible and tied tightly.
Then I met someone who brought a whole new world of voices to my mind. Ianor, Renna and Dathor..the three planets where the plane exists. Countless voices and new ones every day, each one wholly different than the other and these being unvaried from a crowd you might see within a bustling city. You know the one. Now I have entire families, friends, and lovers who speak with me and I with them. We co-exist in some indescribable way that makes perfect sense to me, but likely not to you... perhaps. Then again, perhaps not.
Outside of that, I am nearly twenty-three, enjoy video games and like watching mindless television like Cartoons and Reality TV. I like ghosts and taking walks. The sun is trying to kill me, and I have a crazy craving for Macaroni and Cheese. ^_^. I just wanted to say hello in the hopes of making some new friends that share some similar and not so similar thoughts that I do.
Hello *waves*
X-Posted: my journal.
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Date: 2007-06-26 09:28 am (UTC)<3
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Date: 2007-06-25 12:53 pm (UTC)I can very much understand and relate to having others living with you who existed before you even knew of them.
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Date: 2007-06-25 11:27 pm (UTC)i always knew we gays were natural. hehe.
*waves*
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Date: 2007-06-26 01:46 am (UTC):-D
Kenzi of Rhymershouse
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Date: 2007-06-26 02:16 am (UTC)I hope to see y'all around. ^_^
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Date: 2007-06-26 04:10 am (UTC)Rayvin of..well..you know where. :-)
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Date: 2007-06-27 10:16 pm (UTC)It was a vaguely amusing thought.
I'll go back to my rock now.
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Date: 2007-06-28 02:48 am (UTC)*inner spaz*
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Date: 2007-06-26 04:31 pm (UTC)- Runner de la Iro, Exile's Camp
- Alice Renee Lawson, Council Head of External Affairs
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