It is strange to live this way. But it is good. Roger has needed me to be with him and I have never left him really, at least not since I died. Being a spirit has its advantages. We can be with anyone and everyone simultaneously, we just seem to be constrained from proving our existence to anyone we may want to communicate with.
Thanks for asking, I hope it wasn't a morbid question for you because of entertaining your own thoughts about killing yourself.
There is no gaurantee you would learn anything from dying the way I did. Most people who kill themselves are fortunate to get to return to their lives and possibly make some better choices, most people do not seem to recall their death or 'after-life' experiences after returning to life.
Roger is different in that regard because he was trained to work with the dead. Possibly our deep connection helped me to learn what I learned about death after dying.
Some people who have had NDEs have really died and migrated to a clone universe rather than having a Near Death Experience. Their NDE is just their way of perceiving the experience in a tolerable or understandable way.
I am relatively new to the multiple experience. I did use to talk to myself and hear voices, and that made me feel crazy, but I didn't think of my experiences as possibly being related to being a multiple. My voices were probably just my channel from my psychic awareness into my conscious awareness.
I have watched Roger learn about his multipleness and it has been really hard on him and scary. He undergoes transformations that are often terribly painful and traumatic.
I hope you have an easier time than that. It would be great to learn more about how things work for other multiples so that Roger's system can evolve and function more harmoniously and productively.
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Re: Are new egos new people in our group?
Date: 2007-04-29 09:18 am (UTC)Thanks for asking, I hope it wasn't a morbid question for you because of entertaining your own thoughts about killing yourself.
There is no gaurantee you would learn anything from dying the way I did. Most people who kill themselves are fortunate to get to return to their lives and possibly make some better choices, most people do not seem to recall their death or 'after-life' experiences after returning to life.
Roger is different in that regard because he was trained to work with the dead. Possibly our deep connection helped me to learn what I learned about death after dying.
Some people who have had NDEs have really died and migrated to a clone universe rather than having a Near Death Experience. Their NDE is just their way of perceiving the experience in a tolerable or understandable way.
I am relatively new to the multiple experience. I did use to talk to myself and hear voices, and that made me feel crazy, but I didn't think of my experiences as possibly being related to being a multiple. My voices were probably just my channel from my psychic awareness into my conscious awareness.
I have watched Roger learn about his multipleness and it has been really hard on him and scary. He undergoes transformations that are often terribly painful and traumatic.
I hope you have an easier time than that. It would be great to learn more about how things work for other multiples so that Roger's system can evolve and function more harmoniously and productively.
I hope you have been having a great day!
Take care, Alina