That sounds familiar in that my stuff gets done and usually it’s “me” that’s doing it, but when there is an over-load of stress, questions asked, being put in situtations or sometimes just out of the blue – then “someone” else takes over, or perhaps many “someone” elses “appear” and things get done…sometimes I am “aware” and sometimes I am not…some people/friends/co-workers notice a change OF me, and still some do not…I don’t know how else to explain this…
coping strategies? Wow – I don’t even know what that is…well, no…I take that back…I kind of know what that is…I I know I get a lot of “just sit down and take it easy, let me do this” and then I get a sleepy feeling and then whatever happens, happens…
“handwriting that is not mine” – well, I’m not sure on this one, either…my friend gets letters from my email address under my name and the sentence structure, grammar and text are not how I write at all…he tells me the writing is “urbane”…yeah, well, I can write like that if I so choose, but it would take a great deal of effort on my part to continue that for a long period of time…this is how I write…lower case, lots of ellipses, and very little structure…poems have been written and sent to him, as well as other emails…I see the words as they are being typed, but ask me the next minute what it said, and I won’t know what you are talking about…dissociative? Who knows? Just really confusing…
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Date: 2007-04-30 07:25 pm (UTC)coping strategies?
Wow – I don’t even know what that is…well, no…I take that back…I kind of know what that is…I I know I get a lot of “just sit down and take it easy, let me do this” and then I get a sleepy feeling and then whatever happens, happens…
“handwriting that is not mine” – well, I’m not sure on this one, either…my friend gets letters from my email address under my name and the sentence structure, grammar and text are not how I write at all…he tells me the writing is “urbane”…yeah, well, I can write like that if I so choose, but it would take a great deal of effort on my part to continue that for a long period of time…this is how I write…lower case, lots of ellipses, and very little structure…poems have been written and sent to him, as well as other emails…I see the words as they are being typed, but ask me the next minute what it said, and I won’t know what you are talking about…dissociative? Who knows? Just really confusing…
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