Getting ready for the next stage on down the line

[rubber-shirt.livejournal.com]

I have this sense of unease and anxiety that I've 'shot my mouth off' in other states over the phone in the past 3 days to mental health caretakers voicemails and this is going to get me in trouble. I know Jim(18) and Jim(17) were involved. There is a Fight Club aspect to this whole thing that wants to destroy the system we are dependent on, or at least our relationship with it, because aspects of our 'network' want to be free. And yet aspects of our 'network', one could say 'dwindling aspects' want to be dependent. We feel we are giving birth to ourselves and are setting up midwives to catch us as we come out of the womb. However we do not want to be born prematurely.

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[leathersammie.livejournal.com]

Oh my gracious! Do these mental health professionals know of you? Do they have contact with any mental health practitioners you may have currently? Do they have a release ofinformation signed by your hand? And, last but not least, do they have a license to practice in the state you are currently in?

Do the Jums, (17) & (18) respectively, have any idea how much trouble they could cause by pulling capers like that? Not to mention the telephone bill?

Premature birth's can come with their very own set of problems, and while you are trying to live within the system, and make it a workable thing to live in and with, I'm sure it does not help to have "adolescents making waves at school" as it were.

I sure wish I had some pat answers for you that I knew were tried and true, but I can offer you my sympathy and understanding, and I'd be proud to be a sounding board any time you need.

[rubber-shirt.livejournal.com]

No I guess they probably don't have anything signed.

There are those of us who are just angry and those of us who are self-destructive. There are those among us who are well and those among us who are sick and those among us who are better than well and shoot their mouths off in their excited state.

We don't know if this has caused trouble.

No I don't think anything has been signed. phone bills don't come into it. I could just be tripping on things they are just to busy to spend time on and for which I have to much time to consider.

[rubber-shirt.livejournal.com]

My rational self says to take things slow but these guys want everything right now, they're very impatient and self destructive. I have to do a lot of backpedaling and apologizing for them.