Ooh...for somereason this makes the most sense, even after my bout of nightmares at 01:30. Thinking about it I really didn't mean to make it sound like I was more important that the others, because I happen to appreciate the majority very much and would be devistated without them, I've always just been afraid of losing control, and the would sound sort of demeaning to the others...and I guess it just came sort of a shock...like waking up and realizing the reason your cat hasn't moved out of the chair is because it's dead or something.
...bad analogy, sorry.
Anyways, thank you :/ that was really helpful...Doesn't make me feel so freaked out now.
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Date: 2006-05-11 05:44 am (UTC)...bad analogy, sorry.
Anyways, thank you :/ that was really helpful...Doesn't make me feel so freaked out now.
Much appreciated,
-Kira
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