Speaking

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When inside, I perceive my voice as being different from how it sounds in the real world. Of course, I'm aware that the differences are physical, in that, I am male, and the body is not, but I'm often so confused by the difference in pitch that it stops me from speaking, completely. This happens even when I speak to familiar people, like Lisa's boyfriend.

It bothers me. I would like to be able to speak freely and without worry that the sound of my own voice will stop me from communicating.