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I hate EVERYONE in my group. I had one good friend, and she changed so much last year that I can't even talk to her now. She's incoherent. It drives me crazy.
We have friends who know that we're Multiple, but none of them like me or are MY friends.
I'm so frustrated, all I want to do is smoke and hurt this stupid body. I don't even have the tits to kill myself, anymore. I turned into this giant wuss right along with the rest of them.
I want to talk to the shrink so badly, but he keeps telling the others that he's not good with teenagers and teenagers make him uncomfortable and blah blah blah. I don't know what I'd say to him, anyway. I just hate and hate.
Anyway. I wanted to tell you that it helps, a little bit, to read your posts. That's all.
Marigold
We have friends who know that we're Multiple, but none of them like me or are MY friends.
I'm so frustrated, all I want to do is smoke and hurt this stupid body. I don't even have the tits to kill myself, anymore. I turned into this giant wuss right along with the rest of them.
I want to talk to the shrink so badly, but he keeps telling the others that he's not good with teenagers and teenagers make him uncomfortable and blah blah blah. I don't know what I'd say to him, anyway. I just hate and hate.
Anyway. I wanted to tell you that it helps, a little bit, to read your posts. That's all.
Marigold