I only got a few minutes. So well I said all that stuff and totally didn't know she'd been checking out the dude's website and talking to him or whatever for 3 something years. Now that way sucks!
I still say what I said before but I think it just sucks way worse when you've got communication and relationship and time and some trust so ya thought built up and ya know stuff like that.
Ya didn't ask me but that never stopped me from saying. I think the whole crap with your ex-therapist and all that hurt and betrayal and all that mega stress on top of those two whammys of betrayal of trust tonight probably like f'd her up pretty bad. So like yah her behavior wasn't cool to the body and stuff but like don't forget she's probably mega stressed and hurting way bad. I mean I don't know cuz I don't know her like ya'll but ya know that's what I think about it.
Oh and as far as I'm concerned I don't got parents either. It's Julie's mother and father. But like Julie's brother and nephew are like mine too. So like I'm cool with saying our brother and our nephew but it is only her/Julie's mother/father (sometimes I slip and say the mother/father) but I don't have parents. I showed up at 17 years but I have access to some data before then. I just don't have parents. I know it makes no damn sense and I'm not a walk-in. I mean it makes no sense and totally not logical that I don't have any freaking parents and that they are Julie's parents but that Julie's brother and nephew are also *my* brother and nephew. Like I share that with Julie but not her parents. And more so that I don't have *any* parents and yet how the hell logically can I supposedly be alive. Eh I'm just here and that's cool with me. I hate it when things make no logic or common sense but this is one exception I make and say to hell with it. I know they ain't mine and I don't have any parents and I don't need them either. Oh yah and I know all the psycho mumbo jumbo babble about it all how they are Julie's parents and all that and I can't deal with it or accept them as mine and all that jazz. Whatever. I know that ain't the deal for me. They sure as hell didn't raise me and her mother was no freaking mother when I showed up at 17 years old when the body was 17 years old. I just exist. And it's a damn good thing that I do cuz man I've done a lot for Julie and others here.
I totally got off the subject. Just like wanted Elaine to know I get not having parents but for me I don't want any or need any. So like maybe that's a difference between us. I don't know.
Yah same to you about the holiday thing. Julie would say it all better and so forth but I mean it just the same.
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Re: We will tell her you wrote
Date: 2005-12-23 11:10 am (UTC)I only got a few minutes. So well I said all that stuff and totally didn't know she'd been checking out the dude's website and talking to him or whatever for 3 something years. Now that way sucks!
I still say what I said before but I think it just sucks way worse when you've got communication and relationship and time and some trust so ya thought built up and ya know stuff like that.
Ya didn't ask me but that never stopped me from saying. I think the whole crap with your ex-therapist and all that hurt and betrayal and all that mega stress on top of those two whammys of betrayal of trust tonight probably like f'd her up pretty bad. So like yah her behavior wasn't cool to the body and stuff but like don't forget she's probably mega stressed and hurting way bad. I mean I don't know cuz I don't know her like ya'll but ya know that's what I think about it.
Oh and as far as I'm concerned I don't got parents either. It's Julie's mother and father. But like Julie's brother and nephew are like mine too. So like I'm cool with saying our brother and our nephew but it is only her/Julie's mother/father (sometimes I slip and say the mother/father) but I don't have parents. I showed up at 17 years but I have access to some data before then. I just don't have parents. I know it makes no damn sense and I'm not a walk-in. I mean it makes no sense and totally not logical that I don't have any freaking parents and that they are Julie's parents but that Julie's brother and nephew are also *my* brother and nephew. Like I share that with Julie but not her parents. And more so that I don't have *any* parents and yet how the hell logically can I supposedly be alive. Eh I'm just here and that's cool with me. I hate it when things make no logic or common sense but this is one exception I make and say to hell with it. I know they ain't mine and I don't have any parents and I don't need them either. Oh yah and I know all the psycho mumbo jumbo babble about it all how they are Julie's parents and all that and I can't deal with it or accept them as mine and all that jazz. Whatever. I know that ain't the deal for me. They sure as hell didn't raise me and her mother was no freaking mother when I showed up at 17 years old when the body was 17 years old. I just exist. And it's a damn good thing that I do cuz man I've done a lot for Julie and others here.
I totally got off the subject. Just like wanted Elaine to know I get not having parents but for me I don't want any or need any. So like maybe that's a difference between us. I don't know.
Yah same to you about the holiday thing. Julie would say it all better and so forth but I mean it just the same.
Billie