Nasty Movie keeping me awke and scared

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

Hi Every one,

I was trying to behave and hangout with everyone and since I got yelled at for being on the computer to much and, not getting and body sleep I decided to just hang out with everyone and watch TV thinking it might make me sleepy.

I was having a hard time following this Movie that started at 11:30 and was about a Husband and Wife who had 3 kids but the oldest daughter is killed. Tony Danza plays the Father and I cant remember the ladys name but she was a cop and teacher in Knderkarden COP she sthe Mother. Its based down South The girl is around 14 when killed The father is trying to find the murderer and is stressed out bad so I figure hes talking to all these voices cause hes had it, so bad he is panicing and having panic attacks well it s almost the end of the Movie.

The Wife totally was married to him like 20 years and she always thought he was just sensetive and moody. of course it turns out that he was the killer all along when he announces "Tom did not kill his daughter"( real mean and sure of himself )" I did" and of course his name is Thomas. read more He flashes back to His Dad saying "go on kill your Daddy you little basterd" well the daughter calls her Dad a basterd he flases back says "Dont call me that ever" so of course she does it again he see his Father darin, him eggen him on in his flash back and shoots his daughter not once not twice but 12 times. But the Tom personality knows nothing and Thomas thinks he finally killed his father so two of the peoples dont have a clue that they killed there daughter and that when he was a boy he killed his Dad.

its so F**d up and has me so sad and messed up the kids were taken away when tehy suspected he was killer but of coaurese tehy leave it at they'll never have known "there real Dad"The Movie is on Life Time and its called "Deadly Whispers" Because it was on at 11:30 it will be on again when were waking up.All through the Movie it portrayed him as burnt out frazzeled or possibly schizophrenic hearing outside voices.It doesnt even get that right we dont hear outside voices The wife is standing by her man and together they set out to find the real "killer"the Police suspect him after they find the body but she still stands by her man. I hate, hate, hate, what they do with MPD then they have this chessy shrink come on explaining how its MPD/DID why do they always have to portray us as Murderers and Murderers of our own kids? And we woder why the bio daughter will have almost nothing to do with her Mom . Now I cant sleep I cant sleep eevr to begin with and thast why Im in trouble for stealing too much body time and not sleeping but How does a person sleep after that? I had no idea till the last 13 minutes of the Movie that he is MPD of all things I was watching and raely thinking The dad is sodistraught he will find the killer tehy snuck it right in and I never saw it comming or I would a switched it off.
Now I'm bummed out scared more aawke yet exshasted, and jsut like when you see ghost movie ya know ?

Does anyone else feel this way when the murderer who you thought was not and was so caring turns out to be so whacked , evil and then multiple on top of it . it scares me and makes me wonder when I gget angrey if I could be that evil to kil I get afarid to be me, then Iget afraid of any of the Mosaics getting mad I know its a Movie but theres been so many it makes me wonder why they always murder and if I ever wished someone harm if I could do it.

I'm sorry for posting on something people think is nedia dumb stuff but it really effects me all the time and I cant shake it it makes me fear my own skin. And I had no way of knowing he was going to be MPDEvery night is hard to sleep to begin wth some nights its jsut damm well impossible. But I promised I'd sleep so the birthling doesnt braek down with Tiea but after that I am like a 3 year old jsut very afraid Ive seen big movies like Primal Fear and Identity but I knew ahead of time so it was ok. This I had no warning for, Has anyone seen "Deadley whispers" and no the movie I'm talking of thnx for listening I just needed to chat cause I was afarid thax Elaine ( al alone everyone is asleep bt me )

Comments

Don't let it scare you

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

That's the Tom Bonney case, fancied up for television.

This man was not multiple... he was a control freak who terrorized his family, Kathy the oldest daughter was the real mother to the younger kids, and when he found out she was having a love affair he killed her and made a half-ass attempt to pin it on her boyfriend. He would not allow any of her school friends to attend the funeral.

The case received an inordinate amount of publicity after Kathy's body was discovered in the Great Dismal Swamp (I could NOT make this up... there really is such a place). The cheezy shrink was real... he came out of nowhere knowing almost nothing about what had happened, and charged in declaring he just knew Bonney had MPD. It was a really blatant case of trying to get an insanity verdict (which he didn't get, by the way), and the shrink got lots of airtime on the news.

Maybe you shouldn't watch that s--t. Any time you see a multiple on television, they always act either like a psychotic, a mad killer, or both. The only show with an ordinary, everyday multiple was Herman's Head in the early 90s.

Re: Don't let it scare you

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

I know the one you saw Shattered Mind with Heather Lockler right yep but she was a prostitute and dealing drugs in a bra and yieding a gun at her T. And a Knife at her kids at the end. It was still whacky we dont do stuff like that at all.But I keep womdering if one of us is going to flip out. The closest we came is Tieas Bio kids played with Johana and Shelby occassionally and they met one of the scared kids once but they thought it was Tiea being afraid it wasnt( life scaring) like if she had she said my name is Petunia, that would have scared them.

Its 4:05 so much for sleeping. Yep it was Lifetime and I jkept watching it cause nowhere was there any sign of MPD until the very end when he exclaims "Tom didnt Thomas did" and then in rush the insanity pleas and I kept thinking this sounds famiier. I knew it was based on a true story and thats what bothered me cause at the beginning of the movie they said some fact have been changed. I just want one accurate portrayal. I can't remeber hermans Head ksol1460 speaks of I'll have to look for it. Thnx for chatting Stay safe & Cool Elaine

Re: Don't let it scare you

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

Excuse me I meant "she was dealng drugs in a BAR (not her bra although that would be funny and cold work since money can fit there too)Thnx Elaine

Re: Don't let it scare you

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

The Locklear film was a vile catering to a stereotype based on fraud. You as a multiple should know that film portrayals rarely if ever reflect the reality of multiple experience. Even in the most execrable self-congratulatory-therapist-written books on the subject, how often do they find that the groups they work with include homicidal maniacs?

This all started with that damned Milligan case. Going on that plus Kenneth Bianchi (a fraud who had Colin Ross completely snowed), Ross, Frank Putnam and Richard Kluft decided that "male multiples are more likely to be criminals while female multiples are more likely to present for therapy" -- ignoring the fact that this reflects a cultural norm that has nothing to do with multiplicity. They were also the ones who gave us Fifi the Slut -- of course, they didn't call her that, but said that if you wanted to find female multiples in everyday life, look among sex workers and strippers; for male multiples, look in prisons. Uh huh.

I still want to be Fifi the Slut. I could deal drugs in my bra.

Re: Don't let it scare you

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

We have videotapes! Just wait until our capture card is working! Herman's Head for everybody!

[ash1977law.livejournal.com]

Movies *always* twist everything.

Of course during WW2 The Americans captured the Enigma machine, took the beaches of Normandy & invaded Europe single-handed and never ever engaged in attrocities. William Wallace was a hero (as was the guy Mel Gibson played in The Patriot). Dumbo was base upon a real story & Dr Doolittle really could talk to animals.

I'm trying to think of a movie with a non-psycho multiple.

[annabellelaw.livejournal.com]

Sorry - that sounded like it was having a go at you for not knowing that Hollywood sensationalises things. He was ranting at movie makers, not you dear. He just lacks tact most times. Sorry.

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

When Birth of a Nation first came out, it was quite seriously regarded as an anti-war movie.

[annabellelaw.livejournal.com]

What's Birth of a Nation?

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Birth_of_a_Nation

[elenbarathi.livejournal.com]

Truly terrible silent movie about the *glorious* Ku Klux Klan - here's the Wikipedia article (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Birth_of_a_Nation); the poster-picture really says it all. It's similar to Reefer Madness in its unintentionally-hilarious frenzied fervor and primitive cinematography - especially the horseback scenes, which are enough to make you fall off the couch laughing. Unfortunately, it's also similar in that a whole lot of pin-headed idiots simple-and-easily-led citizens took it seriously.

[elenbarathi.livejournal.com]

Ummm... well, do the Trell race (from Star Trek) count? I know, that's not really the same thing, but at least they do live ordinary lives with more than one mind per body.

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

Johanna say's there is a anneme charcter that is multiple but is a flying toaster too so that does not count were still thinking of anybody non- pycho.

I'll hav eto find ut what johanna means, Toni oh wait Elaine joins me, Elaine is up and says thnx to all and she wont watch anything but the comedy channel and Family and Hallmark Peace Elaine & Toni

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

Tell her to watch Turner Classic Movies. You can't go wrong with William Holden and Greer Garson and Ronald Colman and all that. Marlene Dietrich in Grand Hotel! Rosalind Russell in His Girl Friday! That's the real stuff.

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

STill Thinking Huh? Toni

[elenbarathi.livejournal.com]

I agree with ksol1460 - watching that sort of shite isn't going to make you feel good, especially since you seem to be in a rather fragile and vulnerable phase at present. I'd recommend staying away from anything that's got people (especially children) being killed, abused or exploited. Perhaps some comedy and/or romance instead?

[annabellelaw.livejournal.com]

"All Of Me" with Lilly Tompkins & Steve Martin is quite good.

[elenbarathi.livejournal.com]

I just saw The Truth About Cats And Dogs the other night - that's definitely a cute one.

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

We love cats , we should watch the annimal channel whatever it is we'll think of it funny video annimals on tape or something like that would be great. Toni

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

thanks yep we are actually keeping Elaine away from the Tv for a while . She is stoo snsetive and has trouble sleeping anyways. This movie caught her totally off gaurd and it freaked her out cause it said based on fiction and true facts. What surprised me was to first see Tony Danza playing a chrachter with a Southern ancent and in a movie he didnet break out and jazz tap dance in and sing .

No seriously Elaine was a freakin mess. Shes not doing well with all thats going on. were staying away from Lifetime andmoving more towards E or Nick atnite or TBN (cause the birthing likes that channel) Thanks Toni & Tiea

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

I know she stays up all night .She is a night owl and is hogging body time and NOT sleeping cause she thinks she'll lose the front if she sleeps and shes wearing us down.

Then she watches this some such shit and usually I catch it but, I've been letting her have more wiggle room and she is proving she is not doing well with the apron strings off a little.
So she is going to have a bed tme again and less TV.
Shes too sensetive she starts thinking were all going to wig out and kill one another and people when she sees that stuff
I worry about her she so open to the world Peace Toni

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

Were hoping for a good old fashioned Christmas Special soon Toni