I did not attempt to 'front' until 1998, and still find it difficult to do so for long. It is physically uncomfortable, emotionally frustrating, may subject us to the risk of discovery, and is of no practical value, since I lack the strength and coordination to accomplish anything useful. The only advantage is that it enables me to communicate directly, and that would not be sufficient reason for me to do it, were it not for the wishes of my Kin and friends.
It has grown easier with practice, and I do not rule out the possibility that with continued practice I might come to better terms with this body in time. However, I have no great enthusiasm for the project, and certain misgivings about the appropriateness of it.
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Date: 2005-11-21 10:21 pm (UTC)It has grown easier with practice, and I do not rule out the possibility that with continued practice I might come to better terms with this body in time. However, I have no great enthusiasm for the project, and certain misgivings about the appropriateness of it.