new round' here

[deamondamien.livejournal.com]

Well, hey

I, personally am fairly new to LJ. A buddy of mine kept saying I should post here since I'm new and all and, well part of a multiple system, if that's what you want to call it. I try to avoid the terminology, it's all so confining and I hate confining things. I'm a guy (a happily straight guy, at that) in a female body. well, the 'body' is female, I was born into this body male. some would call me trans, and I'm ok with that I guess, cause' I don't mind being in a female body somuch as some would think. I'm a guy, happy to be a guy, I just own the wrong parts. Oh well. I don't have any interest in transitioning to male or anything, and the rest of the people in this body probably wouldn't be happy about it anyway. cept' maybe the other guys. I don't identify with lesbian... I'm a guy. I can't help that this body isn't.

anyway, guess I'm just around looking for friends and stuff. maybe other guys in girl bodies who might get where I'm coming from. just people to talk to and stuff. being new to LJ is kinda lonely I've noticed

so, uh, hi?

oh and I've said it before, and I'll say it again. I love boxers. they're comfy.

~ Damien

Comments

[ambersarchives.livejournal.com]

I love boxers, too. I'm a chick, though. :-) Nice to meet you, I'm Mindy.

[deamondamien.livejournal.com]

heh, hey. gotta love the boxers. wear them every chance I get :p

[mysidia-system.livejournal.com]

Hey! Lisa (redrainstorm) told me she saw this post and thought Cody (CJ) should respond. But, I have to say "Welcome!" first. My name is also Damien, but I am female. Rockin' name! ;)
Damien

Hey Damien.
I know how you feel dude! I'm a big muscular guy stuck in a tiny little girl's body and I have a hard time with it still. I don't know if I would be much help cuz I think we're in the same sitch. But, you can add this journal (the collective system's journal) or just Lisa's (redrainstorm) if you'd like. Or hell you could add both. Her's mostly is just about her daily issues. Our system one has all of us posting about a ton of different stuff.
Feel free to add.
CJ

[deamondamien.livejournal.com]

well, I'm only like, 5'8, but I'm no itty bitty boy. Not like this body. it's TINY. 5'4 and barely over 100 pounds. could drive me nuts. ideally I bench over 400 and leg press over 1000, but it'll never happen in this body :| so yeah. but really, the more time I spend 'out' the more used to it I'm getting. I just try to minimize the female appearence and deal with the rest. Course' I never spent a lot of time out till recently, so yeah

never met a girl named Damien, heh, nice to meetcha. it's a good name :)

I'll add ya, it's my personal journal and all, I'm kind of avoiding our 'system' collective journal for now, ha >.>

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

Hi Damien,
Im Elaine, nice to meet ya, Im female and 17 but we have a guy here and we steal his boxers all the time and his shirts.One gut is awayfor now, Good to meet you. Personally I lovethe guys being here,there never bitchy just they brood sometimes
Thnx Elaine

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

Oh this is off topic I apologize, but I dont want to start a new page. I'm trying to have my night cigarette but the lighter is empty I found the butane thingy but dont know how to fill the lighter. All adults are having a private discussion about me. Does anyone know is it the hole on the bottom or the top where the flame comes out?

Thnx. I dont want to walk by them or interruppt and get in more dog doo! Damien do ya smoke? I just smoke at night online. I get yelled at for making the computer yellow."If its not one thing its another" Rosanna Rosanna Danna

[deamondamien.livejournal.com]

broody eh? there's way too many girls in this system. they rub off. I think about emotions way too much for any normal guy *laughs*

[submissives.livejournal.com]

Hi nice to meet you. There is a guy in here named "fish" (his real name is TJ but he usually always just goes by fish and dont ask why cuz i dont know lol). He identifies as a gay guy in a female body. Although he has 2 lovers, one female and one male. But he still says he is gay not bi. Doesnt bother us, he can be whatever he wants to be or is. Anyway i can ask him if he wants to add you tomorrow if you want? He isnt out all that much but probably would like a friend too.
shawna

[deamondamien.livejournal.com]

sure thing :) I'm a guy who likes girls, but hey people are people, and what you like is what you like. I don't mind. I mean, my best friend is a hetero chick, so what's the difference? love is love and fun is fun, gender shouldn't mean a thing really :)

[fourninesix.livejournal.com]

Welcome to the club. I like women, but not enough to want to be one.

being new to LJ is kinda lonely I've noticed

Only if you sit there and expect people to come flocking to you in a haze of adoration. Heh... hang around, be friendly and you'll eventually make friends (or so I'm told).

[deamondamien.livejournal.com]

*laughs* fuck adoration. I don't expect anyone to like me in the least. I'm just feeling more social then I ever have before, I really just wanna talk to people, and I'm not finding a good outlet to just -talk- yanno? LJ is just a start for me :) we'll see how things go

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

Come to me in a haze of adoration! Worship me! Offer me fish! Erect unto me a Cardboard Box! And I shall make of it my Imperial Throne and reside upon it in everlasting majesty.


-- The Cat

[sethrenn.livejournal.com]

Hi. I'm also male in a female body, so you're in company here. We've actually had some discussion about the issue of transition, and the consensus was that there are too many female frontrunners to be happy with it, but I wouldn't mind if this body looked more androgynous-- that way, we'd at least be able to present as a male if we wanted.

[draegonhawke.livejournal.com]

Ahh, androgyny. That's something neither I nor Ula would have objected to....

[draegonhawke.livejournal.com]

I have absolutely no way to test or quantify this, but I often feel like I'm a middle-aged man in a 19-year-old female body. I really don't mind it, though; it's a good body, and I'm not going to complain about unnatural youth.

[deamondamien.livejournal.com]

yeah, I'm around 18 right now, but our system has this fucked up ability to accelerate age to the body age. I'm working my way up to 22 like the body by slowly working my way through all the shared memories and experiences. I hate defining age. I feel ageless, because depending on wether I've been memory surfing that day, and whose memories they were, I might be 4 or I might be 24 (and age the body hasn't even reached yet) so age is a fluid thing to me. I like being young when I wanna be :p

[ridetothesea.livejournal.com]

Hello. I've always loved the name Damien. And boxers are very comfy. Welcome to the community.

_Rose

[deamondamien.livejournal.com]

thank you :) *comfy in his boxers* I should be in bed. but I'm not, ha!

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

Most of our frontrunners are guys and it's a female body. Has been that way for a long time.

I just wear briefs because I got in the habit years ago and when I went to get the kind of boxers I wanted they were $$$.

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

Thats why we borrow them from the guys. You should raid each others "drawers" Ha ha! Elaine & Kirsy & Cara ( Cara and Kirsty are home ) Yaeh Thnx Elaine ( the boxers are always folded neat on the bottom cause they try to hide them from us gals)

[stealthdragon.livejournal.com]

Hello, hello. I'm not male, but, as a dragon, I'm several times the size of the body I'm trying to fit into to type this. It's.. akward. So, welcome.

- Quincy

[deamondamien.livejournal.com]

many people in our system are 'therian' or 'otherkin' such as yourself. I myself am kinda both. I'm human a lot of the time, but equally I'm a wolf/unipeg thing. it comes from my dad and mom. but that's really complicated, so let's not go there :p suffice to say, I know what it feels like to -really- not fit in your skin! ideally, I would have a horn and look much different then I do now.

[kasiya-system.livejournal.com]

The majority of those who front here are female, and the body is also female.

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

That makes it easier really cause you can really all share ach others clothes, right? Thx
Elaine

[gryphons.livejournal.com]

Heya and welcome,
you're welcome to add us to your friends list and chat. Most of our population is male in a female body *growls*sighs* so we're up for chatting if you want.. We've thought about transitioning.. but thought we should wait a bit in case the girls start running things again.. Oh, my name's Darius, I'm a teenager, but most of the guys are a lot older.
-Darius

[deamondamien.livejournal.com]

I added you back :) I really want some people to talk to. feeling disgustingly social. and all that :p I'm 17 right now, but moving forward in age very quickly. I guess you could call me a slider, but I never go backwards. o.O

[changelyng14.livejournal.com]

hola and welcome.

we live in a section of town where its regular to get asked your sexual persuasion. its hilarious watching peole here stumble over the question.

-lovecry

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

Hah! We and sethrenn get "Are you guys, um, together?" a lot here in So Cal :)

[aprilest.livejournal.com]

Hey there! Um... Yeah, I know how you feel - except for the being born in the body bit. Evie's... well, she's the front, the "original", we call her. She's more median than multiple. Um... yeah. I can't say the body's THAT much different. *sheepish grin* I'm only an inch taller than her, and actually quite scrawny, where she's nice and filled out in all the right places... *BLUSH* Um... yeah. But the lack of anything down there and the too much up here kindof gets to me. And the voice.

What really cracks me up is that she can sing SO well, but I can't sing at all - and yet it's like her voice won't go out of tune, so when I'm out front and singing... I actually sound good! Like a girl, but good!

Yeah, I'm going to stop rambling now...

-Mark


Hey. Sorry about him. He had some caffinated tea about an hour ago... *shakes head* We should know better than to let him do that, but... Well, whatever. Welcome!

-April

[deamondamien.livejournal.com]

my voice is a lot lower then most of the system save a few of the guys. :p and I have a funky accent. I think I got that from my buddy bloodhound though, he sounds like he's from the bronx *laughs*

caffine is good for you. just like alcohol is good for me. I'm typing so well you'd never know I was totally trashed would you? that's because I backspace a lot! what you really don't wanna know is how long it took me to type this...

[crystalhellion.livejournal.com]

I know the spot you're in. I'm a guy, the body's bio-male, but we're physically transitioning to female, due to the two girls in the system. I don't mind it so much.... except for the breasts! Ack!

Anyway, I'm Ty. 'Sup?

Does this count?

[underlankers.livejournal.com]

We have female selves in a male body. We have the opposite problem. The body's strength and stamina are decreased when the females are in it. Yet when the FRIGGIN' COMPUTERS like Omnius and Archimedes are in it, it has more strength than female and male combined. What the Hell? Anyways, always interested in hearing about male in female gender dysphoria.
King Ghidorah^Superhuman Crew.

[duathir.livejournal.com]

I am male, and share this 48-year-old female body with my brother and sister. They were born here; I was not, and thus do not know what age to consider myself at present. This body is 5'8" (probably taller than my own was) and reasonably strong, but I have difficulties with corporeality and am not capable of much physical activity. My Kin have no such difficulty; my brother especially is very active and adventurous.

I am celibate, for that I will not engage in sex of any sort in a female body. My sister is (primarily) heterosexual and the mother of a teenage daughter. If my brother has a preference, he has not made it clear to us; it is possible he has none. He is clearly not a child, but his age is unknown.

I do not think any of us have ever worn boxers.