I guess...I have no idea. Unlike many systems here, I never had co-conscious awareness, as far as I knew. My awareness of being multiple came years after I--or someone--had found a way to sedate the others. Now I'm trying to wake everyone up again, because a) it feels empty in here and b) I don't think it's normal, or fair, that I get to be the only one walking around.
But, see, it took a lot of thought and angst and figuring out of things to get there, and when everyone got sleepy, I was--someone was--just plainly freaking out completely.
It's a strange thing. I think even for the multiple community.
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Date: 2005-11-14 10:02 am (UTC)But, see, it took a lot of thought and angst and figuring out of things to get there, and when everyone got sleepy, I was--someone was--just plainly freaking out completely.
It's a strange thing. I think even for the multiple community.