multiplicity_archives | everyone is confused about is (Reply)

every one is confused about us in the community and now even scarlettekitten because one comment got deleted i havent figured out how that happened yet i am not a troll or a spammer( dont even know what those are ) or looking for sympathy because i have heard you some of you believe in walkins and otherkin thats what i was afraid was happening last nifght i. i did not think the red color would go in the community post since i have never seen color there i thought it would post equally in my journal in red and go to auto formatt like this when it got to community i was freaked while writing last night and when i say bashing we call it body bashing when we are out front and we get bashed or slammed out of the way by co fronter who wants complete control that kept happening. i was asking if it is possible for ghosts to be in system i have added lots of good contributions to this community i just had a really long bad night not at all looking for sympathy looking for answers i could smell mothers perfume things were freaky in my home whole system was afraid we were asking has anyone had this haunting feeling happen with a dead person and they posses your body cause two days ago someone posted to me that she had a demon when i explined a presence and not knowing if its a he or a she yes we work with pregnant teenagersand cancer survivors but we never excelled in computers other than word and excell and powerpoint we have not known how to use lj just when we think we are doing it right we make a mistake scarlettekitten helped us allot get are mood icon up and explain userpicks and how to get to post we saved that page in our favorates maybe thats why it deleted we wanted it for eaty acseess. yes we write in a free form style when tired and last night were disconnected cause we were upset about what we wrote not being importent when we finally shared us with the whole world that is all. we knew nothing about it going into jour journals for frinds I wrote multiplicity and thats I guess what happened we did try to LJ cut we wrote it in tags like faq sheet says but eveidently it did not cut I was saying I am not JADEDONE cause I was posting after her she was speaking of drugs and we were getting ready tomleave for Reunion and we thought we might get blasted which we never do it gave us the idea we wanted to say we have a jade but not the one that just posted jade started this journal and maybe we should let just her write in it cause she was catching on and we are not you can have two masters degrees in human resourses and social work and not know how to follow a thread so or tags. we are sorry for scaring and upseting everyone we are genuinly sincere and for real with everyone we are jsut afraid Dead other could be another self in us so we wrote a apology to her for her dying with bad words spoken between us dead mother said wasthings that are coming true like a curse and we could feel her energy and were afraid she had joined us at death but i realize we did not explin that well that is in the purple color ther red was the first time we realized we are most likley respomsible for her death cause we left her and she was given high dose of morphine she asked doc for she was suppose to sleep the weekend but she stroked and died if we had been there we would not have allowded her to have lethal dose administred we all thought she was living with us last night anniversery of death