Introduction

[mikeprime]

Greetings all,


My name is Corin and while I do not seem to be a multiple at this point, I had a time where I...shattered, fractured..whatever. Basically in 1999, several things happened that I did not deal with well on top of attempting to supress parts of myself I then considered 'Evil' (Darker, violent, but mostly just different). the next 2 and a half years of my life (meaning 1999- mid 2001) are slowly coming back into cohesion as I have lately been looking back. But there were times when I (Mike) was not in control, and was not the one speaking or talking. I always knew what was up, and when I was in control, I could feel the other (Corin) still active inside. It wasn't just Corin/Mike, but nothing else was a clearly defined, and active or vocal outside of my head. I think the rest were other aspects of my soul, from when I was other then what Corin and Mike were. I tended to Id them by the type of 'Kin they were, and they/we responded in kind. I'm not clear on -when- Corin and Mike agreed to work together to restore balence and unity, but it did happen. My memory is mostly coherant, but I now realize that several of my younger (elementary school years) 'blackouts' were other aspects pushing 'Mike' back. At this point, there is only one set of memories, and one Identity, though my personality does indeed shift at times between aspects of myself. I use Corin for anything aside from legality as I couldn't accept as 'mine' the name I was born with, as my dad named me after him. I don't believe this was anything other then my spirit fracturing for a bit, and dealing with my past selves and the aspects that I had to wrap my head around. Thus am not sure if that counts for being a multiple or not.

So...um..Hi?


-Corin

Comments

[revive-me-again.livejournal.com]

Hi.
I stalked your profile for a few minutes. We have a few things in common.

~Shelley

Hi wecome

[(Anonymous)]

Hi My name is Jade I knda get what your saying except need to understand are you saying you save one part of yourself to engage in illegal stuff your aware of or did I misunderstand that wrong and why if you have one identity one memory the need for two names and if you have two names that you are aware of switching its not like your saying you have two differnt selves just two differnt names you use and lots of people have several middle names and nick names so you might be plural if you have had blackouts or your co aware but yu also dont have to have blackouts to be plural like maybe you could have caught too much of a buzz sometime if your into that just guessing Peace and welcome whatever the situation

Re: To Corin /Mike I get it

[jadedmosaic.livejournal.com]

Oh whoops I so apologize I meant not to post annonymously sorry my name is Jade and I totally misread that last line I get it you dont want to use your legal name but your stuck with it for legal stuff like car licsence , bills ect... I am so stupid I am so so sorry I misunderstood Im so dumb and hyper tonight welcome again

Re: To Corin /Mike I get it

[mikeprime]

Eh, I already replied, but yep that's basically mostly it.

Re: Hi wecome

[mikeprime]

At this point, the two names are merely because as far as the legal system is concerned, I am Michael Cataro. to Myself, I am Corin. Depending on how they know and met me, some people IRL or online know me as either Mike or Corin. The blackouts, and the rest are my discription of how things were for me at a specific time, when I was fractured . the name Corin started then, but once they merged, I kept using it because of my dislike of my birth name, and enough people who knew me as Corin.

Clearer?

and why the thought of illegal actions? I said nothing to imply such.

[jhonathand.livejournal.com]

Hey,

sorry the reply is so late. I haven't posted on this community for a while because I haven't heard from 'my brothers' in a while and it seems to me like I'm just one again out of a system of 3.

" on top of attempting to supress parts of myself I then considered 'Evil' (Darker, violent, but mostly just different)."

I can totally relate to that one. It was the same with Frost and I

"I don't believe this was anything other then my spirit fracturing for a bit, and dealing with my past selves and the aspects that I had to wrap my head around. Thus am not sure if that counts for being a multiple or not."

I would say that if you had the expierences that you understand and belive to be Multplicity,. Then It happened. I've gone through the same thing and have questioned myself as to the Sanity of it all. All I know is that what happened during my time with 'my brothers' could hardly be described as anything else.

Welcome, Again,.....................~M~

[fayanora.livejournal.com]

1999 was the year from hell for you too, eh?