Allow me to explain, and I shall use my girl's journal, to avoid confusion as to our connection.
I am a twin of my girl. We use the term to realise the fact that we had been born together, in such this state. I merely happened to fall into a latent slumber between the ages of eight and ten. During the time that I had fallen to hiding, I not only forgot about my own voice, but was inadvertantly causing emotional disruption within my own system.
It is not pleasing to think about. In order to regain a more feasible manner of communication, my Rinna provided me with a voice and identity, which I comfortably fell into and began voicing my emotions once more. For a brief time, it made the entirety of my system even more disruptive, because, as my girl says, I was "making up for lost time", and speaking without control or restraint.
I have, in stepping away from the fictional persona, managed to find both control, and restraint, and I have also come to realise that I am nothing close to the character to whom I have become bonded. It is my own belief as to what soulbonding is, a soul with no voice finding one through another identity that has been pre-created.
In this sense, while I believed that I was fictional, I was embraced by my system as a voiced soul, moreso than when I did not have a manner to speak. I also felt that my uncontrollable behaviour both did my girls a disservice, and caused a deal of trouble when I decided to shed the identity all together.
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Date: 2005-08-10 08:20 pm (UTC)I am a twin of my girl. We use the term to realise the fact that we had been born together, in such this state. I merely happened to fall into a latent slumber between the ages of eight and ten. During the time that I had fallen to hiding, I not only forgot about my own voice, but was inadvertantly causing emotional disruption within my own system.
It is not pleasing to think about. In order to regain a more feasible manner of communication, my Rinna provided me with a voice and identity, which I comfortably fell into and began voicing my emotions once more. For a brief time, it made the entirety of my system even more disruptive, because, as my girl says, I was "making up for lost time", and speaking without control or restraint.
I have, in stepping away from the fictional persona, managed to find both control, and restraint, and I have also come to realise that I am nothing close to the character to whom I have become bonded. It is my own belief as to what soulbonding is, a soul with no voice finding one through another identity that has been pre-created.
In this sense, while I believed that I was fictional, I was embraced by my system as a voiced soul, moreso than when I did not have a manner to speak. I also felt that my uncontrollable behaviour both did my girls a disservice, and caused a deal of trouble when I decided to shed the identity all together.